First post for 2009! Happy New Year!!!

This will be my first blog for the year 2009!

Wishing all Happy NewYear and may all your wishes and dreams come true =)
Just realise that i have been wasting money at the last month of 2008 =(

Getting poorer each time hai and i think i have to restrict myself more =)

Want to blog what i have bought this dec and the last two weeks for the year!

Just let the pictures do the talking hehe...

My new wallet using now =)

My new earnings

My new shoes (so happy as i got big foot)

Our couple watches =)

Detox tea - need to cleanse my stomach

Our dinner @ The Soup Spoon

Tokyo Chicken stew and Clam chowder

Our shots after meal... Tired faces

We went bugis that day and this is consider one of my big buys as i don't usual shop hehe =p

Last night, we went to our first ever countdown party as in the past we have curfew but this time no, yipee!

Met dear after my work and we went to had dinner at marina and well as marina square is close to the floating platform, there are tons of people like the chinese saying: people mountain people sea. We had dinner at waraku pasta and after dinner went walk walk while waiting for the fireworks (for more laughing stuff, refer to dear's blog. hehe p.s lazy to talk about it)

Anyway, it is a fun experience with dear on our first countdown and more to come i hope... hehe (but doubt dear is keen -_-'')

Will edit my this post tomorrow as i am fed up bwith my hotmail and blogger when uploading photo hai... tata

got to work in 7 1/2 hours later tired...

night..

long time never post le... been busy and lazy all this while haha.

busy with the usual stuff, work, studies, earning money and all tat.
looking back, this year has been a tough year and to think that just less than one week more will be yr 2009. hai so much has happened and all seems to be gone in just a flash.

year after year, people say will make resolutions for the new year, so do i. but the percentage of keeping to the resolution is not alway easy and as i can think of, i have failed my past resolutions =(

so this year for the new year, maybe not making any resolution will be better even though we may have things in mind and hope to accomplish it hence, we shall wait and see, just like a quote: ' somethings are left to be unsaid...' wahaha.

guess the last few days for the year will be a tough week as i have to do up my project synopsis which is 20 credit module and i have to keep up with the remaining 2 modules in order to graduate, but they are tough as it seems. it is a mixture of everything we learnt and kind of like in accounting term and the other is financial term (which i am not very good at =( ) but will try my best to give it my best! hence wish me luck! hehe.

Just a quick update what i have been doing during my absence hehe:
- exams and tons of stress
- work (during the day in clinic like fighting a war)
- earning money that is never enough
- online shoppin for the 1st time (yah i am very outdated for online shopping had been popular dunno since how many years ago, wahaha)
- mum went to taiwan and i have to manage the house.
- resting but never seems to be enough
- 2 weeks break from sch
- JLPT 3 exam (again not prepare but who cares =p)

Update on this week:
- went for chalet at dar's family gathering (at SAF seaview chalets, so isolated)
- got tease by them hai
- dar got sick and i took care of him hehe =)
- got promoted to biao sao hai dunno happy or what
- bbq for dinner =)

for the full story ask me, as i am too lazy to talk about it but is definitely something happy for me as i got the recognition from his family, and interaction with his cousins not been neglected.

hehe just happy to getaway from stress!

Bad day today...

I wonder if i recently stepped on dog shit or what, things have not gone well this 2 weeks. let's say today, i was late for class (only recently) and then i got caught by one of the school staff (who has got nothing better to do) who claimed that i did not dress properly for school. and guess what they caught me for, becos i wear Flip Flops to school. WTH! I alway think that those shoes with strips are considered sandals but why now classified so differently hai. Suai day to start with. Then right now i'm in office and i got say by my uncle hai. piss off. not that i cant let people say me (to certain extent i cant accept what people say) but then i just find it ridiculous, want me to do it his way and think fast as he is. hai. i dunno lah just not my day.

This past week can say my lowest peak of this year. Never feel like this before. hai. Problems after problems and dun seems to be ending hai. See what i have encountered recently.

1. Bought new phone (Samsung i780) then cant open the battery cover (now can, but cant close back -_-'')

2. Send phone for service within 1st week of use (but in the end change battery only, so not that serious)

3. Change mobile phone plan that time and now bill received in a big mess, call to complain and enquire = no use (they simply use pro-rated for everything)

4. Receive my last term result did not do well but passed so alright. hai disappointed results

5. Receive result slip from school for advanced diploma that i never took before and the result is fail. what the hell. then the funny thing is that they ask me to sit for supp paper on 20 Sept but the letter i received was on 26 Sept, what a joke man. -_-''(call to ask coordinator and get him to settle he say ok BUT

6. Receive another letter from school about the advance diploma, now say that i fail not 1 BUT 3 modules and have to re-sit for the exam or supp paper (whatever) piss me further.

7. Parents went for trip, use car and drive out to have meals with frens and then we split the cost equally despite they order alot of food and we only sample it also pay for it. -_-''

8. This whole week, weeknights all burnt!!! Damn tired... (Still got mock test on tues and i didnt even touch the book.

Just when is a good day or time coming my way lei... faster lei...

i'm waiting.....
dun take so long to come....

Chalet!

Went for chalet last weekend with poly mates and did not enjoy it at all. Though was looking forward but it turned out as a big disappointment hai, but nevertheless, manage to spend some time with dear. hehe. Everything backfired and me as the organiser was greatly fail in my task, not becos i never do well but is just that frens they all disappoint me. hai

Fri: went to chalet with dear after his class, and we took a cab down and it cost $30 wat the hell cos i went to fetch dear. hai. Reach there about 4pm and the room was damn hot and stuffy hai. went to switch on the aircon but all it gives was just wind and no air con at all. took almost 2 hours before the room was consider cool. hai Dinner at 8 plus while waiting for fren and turn out they came in late, hai then so call take turn for dinner haha. after they came back, dear and i went to watch Boys over flowers: final aka Hana Yori Dango finale. Cos cant manage to have good seats for mama-mia so no choice but guess it is a good choice. hehe. The movie is based on jap version which i never watch the drama but not bad quite nice hehe. first midnight show with dear, know that it may be common for some couples but for us this case is forever special due to our family background, but anyway was a great experience. After the show went back and play Big 2 with my fren (couple) they lose so badly that they say they want to strip off every piece of their clothes when they lose, but didnt haha. slept at 3am and wake at 11am.

Went for breakfast cum lunch with them, and then fren went for class, so alone with dear, went to ntuc to buy some food for the night bbq and then went back to sleep haha. we damn pigs for that day. after wake up went to book bbq pit and then went to have a stroll with dear. initially want to go to one of the event organized by the singapore sports council - the water fest at pasir ris but we cant seems to find it and continue walk till one hour plus hehe. Reach back chalet damn tired. haha. thought that my fren will come at 5 plus when they say they will but i'm wrong all came in around 7 plus and piss me off hai. dear and i have to start the fire and us been inexperienced, use the lousy fire starters and nearly finish the whole box wahaha.=) finally it manage to start but then hai... no need to further elaborate. hai

how i wish that there is an equipment that can record wat i say and convert to words so that i need not type it out haha. hope tat the invention will come to me soon. i'm becoming a lazy person hehe.

got 2 tutorial to do and yet to get started and i'm not sure if i'm getting too easily agitated nowadays or i feel that people are using me hai. wat a feeling. sian i hate people taking me for granted, but wat to do.

anyway i'm buying e71 to enjoy my $100 voucher that singtel have given me to retain me wahaha so little but better than nothing. want to buy omnia but than damn ex dunno why hai...

tata, 40 more min to my csi show =)

Slacking slacking

Haven been blogging almost for a month, recently alot of things happen like
- laptop got corrupted
- stop my jap course
- planning for chalet
- trying to catch up with schoolwork
- sign up new facial package
- looking for new phone
- not meeting dear for long time
- sick
- repair hp
- went for phonics class =)

haven been able to study though keep saying must but has ben busy almost everyday. is draining me badly and i have breakdown last night hai. after crying out feeling much better becos have been 'suffering' for almost 2 terms (= 6mths) with all work and no fun nor leisure tired me out thoroughly hai. wanting a well deserved holidays even for a single day will do.

hope that i will be able to relax and enjoy during the chalet at least better than nothing and i'm looking forward for it. guess that i have to adjust for exam mood soon if i dun want history before my exams to repeat itself hai. jia you bah.

have been watching alot of anime recently and the most favourite is itazura na kiss, so cute and nice and it makes me cry and feel so happy at the same time. hehe you all should watch it damn nice, i think better than the taiwan though i never really watch it cos i think they overdo the show le. haha.

been planning to look for phone to replace the current one as it has went cranky, hang tat time and cant open it waste $30 to repair and dunno is the sim card got problem or wat, message keep get corrupted or is wrong or old message sending as new, hard to explain ah. anyway got few phones in mind but not all match my budget =( so sad.

they are : nokia e71, e66, htc touch dual, touch diamond, touch pro(in love with it but look guyish and bulky) and also samsung omnia. hehe like i say i just sign facial package haven finish paying means tat i am running low in my finances and phone i getting may need to be budget too. so contradicting sia.... hai

went for a phonics workshop organised by the bookshop i'm working in and i tell you man, you must really pei fu those teaching phonics as it is so hard to teach or should i say tat i have no clue at all on wat the speaker is talking about and i think i got lost 85% during the class keep having the -_-'' look and speaker keep asking me things tat i dun even know seems like embarrassing me hai. still got 4 more classes to go but i think i will be missing one due to chalet and left 3 more hope i wont get lost inside haha.

tonight went out for dinner with family, long time never do tat le and the best thing is tat i mange to drive =) however it was raining so visibility a bit poor and i have been driving a bit fast and got scolded by dad =(

dad is strict in his own way when it comes to driving, will scold you for the slightest thing but it seems reasonable after all so cant argued with him since he has been driving for so long and is his car. =( but nonetheless, i am happy to drive the car hehe. my average driving of the car is almost like less than 3-5 times in 3 months, tat's long and i am glad that i have not gotten very rusty and at the same time my parking has been improving each time hehe.

*PS: alw need a few time to park a vertical parking but now is about 1-2 times so is improving and my mum was shocked too since i hardly drive =)

so proud of myself =)

need to iron, watch anime and do work now. jia you then.

tata

23.08.08

Tomolo is supposed to be a special day for me and dear but i dun think so now as we have quarrelled this morning and have been on 'cold war' since then. to think that i specially take a off from my work and thought will be celebrating with him but forget it.... just thinking and talking about it piss me off. Hai.

anyway, i didnt realise that i have been looking at ppl's blog for more than one hour plus, really what a way to waste my time =x

need to be reading up and studying what i have been studying for the past 2 weeks, yes it has been already 2 weeks but what i have learn in this 2 weeks seems like more than what i learn usually in the past -_-''

have to start to buck up and have more time for my studies as all lecturers have alerted and warned us not just once but alot of time that year 3 that wont be a supp paper for any module. fail means fail. wth... hai have to buck up.

sometimes i use to think if i really getting useless and helpless about my studies. i'm not llike what i used to be in the past, will study and will not fail or even think of deferring from exam but it seems like i'm getting the idea that i'm not cut to be student hai. pressure is piling up and it's so hard to get rid. results have proven what it takes. and i wonder why though some feel tat i study more or got the study look will fail modeul when those who dun seems or like to study never fail at all. though they may pass but is still a pass but my result fail is alw a FAIL! hai

dun feel like blogging at all... how i wish there is a device where they can record what you say and translate it into words without the need to type =p

tata

going to watch my itzura na kiss and do my project and after that is ds time! yipiee!

*ps i was damn piss that i got my game overwrite by an old data.
wth -_-''

3rd day of the new term...

Today just had my 3rd lesson for my yr 3 term 2 and guess what, it seems like i am in either a seminar or likely in a research class as the module(about international biz) become so professional and so real in that sense that what my lecturer is so history and happen in now in the current situation. hehe. and i must pei fu him as he can remenber his fact and figures so clearly (wonder if it is true hehe) but he seem so knowledgable and makes me so knowledgableafter his class and also make me feels so stress as i have to prepare alot for this module and know the current happenings well as wat lect says was it is tested on the current affairs. hai. sian sian stress....

Since the start of school i have been spending $$ le, bought an international bk for $65.50, need to pay for my phone bill nearly $100 and i dunno why so expensive sob sob. still have to spend money for chalets all that. really money not enough!!! ( though i haven watch it yet =( )

have been very tired and lethagic since the start of sch and i guesss i will feel better i hope so....
came back from work just, dunno why today so many patients and it drag till 9.30 pm =( cant rest early. now damn tired but i have to go bath and do my jap hw to submit tml sobs sobs ....

want to zzz.....
but how to.....
help me........

1 month later....

I guess i have missed my jlpt class for a month (4 lessons) and to think that i have spent a bomb on it but wat i learn there are disappointing, is just worksheets and practices and going thru at the end of the day. i dunno how effective it is and how well i can make it thru this yr jlpt. going to register with my jap fren tml though i can register from sch but i scare that they will know how much u score and grade u so hence, change my mind hehe. play safe. i scare i cant make it to it again which i hope not as i dun want the $ and the time spent on it go down to the drain hence must jia you. what's more the exam is after my uni exam in late nov and i wonder how am i going to cope again hai. have to start now i guess. no matter how not-motivated i am have to try then... sob sob.

cant even have a good rest during my break and not only got to work but the period has come to pay me a visit. wth make me so sick for the first few days hai.

now slacking, dun feel like going to work later as i haven finish my hw. alw drag to last min and have no mood in doin hai sian....

p.s. i can go to sch last wk but i pon cos haven finish hw. wat a lame execuse.... shhh....