finally have the time to update my blog le. have started working for two weeks (in case anyone dunno about it!) I'm currently working as a library executive at tanjong pagar. The company i worked for say big not big, small not small. Is just simply another educational institution that have both courses to attend as well as childcare centres.

These two weeks have been quite ok but when my wsupervisor ask me to do audit, i began to have ??? in my head. First, why in the middle of the year and why must be after i come in then do? is it trying to show tat how good the ex-librarian is compared to me? i dunno just dun seems to like to be compare with others.

Today was kind of doing the audit and to my dismay, i guess some of the reference books are lost!!!! What the hell, why must all these things happen to me, not before nor after the ex-librarian left? WHY??? hai..

I have encounter so much problems in these two weeks! and to think i thought i can happy go merry, get my pay without doing much things. At first still thought that the ex-librarian have done a good job in the handover, but upon thinking twice, i guess not so. hai.

Am i getting anyone confused? The library is for the working adults or students like u and me that are interested of becoming child-care teacher. The company is offering cert, diploma and degree for early childhood education as well as psychology course.

Anyway as i am working from 10 to 6, all student are mainly full timers, and i get to know some who are friendly and nice to talk with, but others, some like shit as if i ought to do for them. luckily those i know ok one cos they know what they can do haha ....

Quarrel with dear over his fren and his negligence. he ah everytime fren ask him to play game he will and forget about me. not that i mind him playing but he ought to have some restriction ma but he didnt. though he didnt sleep well was to wait for supper but u at least call or wat but he didnt just play, till i called him say him then he very bu shuang then hang my phone. Damn all to his GAY FREN. he just treat me as a spare, fren more important. Perhaps by changing to like gays may suit him more than liking gals. He just dun spare thoughts for me. I think his GAY fren ask him to die, he will do it, but for me, maybe just forget it or dun even care a damn. hai. that is how i feel from the way he treat me and his GAY frens! hai

Poor me, to be so stress up with work and still have to be neglect by bf.... Is this a retribution for throwing temper at him anyhow? hai who knows???