Bad Start

F**k, ealry in the morning quarrel with my mum. I should have go to work instead of staying at home to do my research. Every time stay with her alone at home nothing good will come out, alway end up quarrel as usual. She think she is so big ah, always just know how to say me all tat, bias towards the other two sis. Say she bias she always say where got. Bloody hell, just faking on things that you did for them and denying it. What have you done for me? Nothing, i only when i need $ very desperately for fees all that then i find you other than that what have i ask from you.

Always say my attitude sucks wat about yourself. my attitude and character is all been brought up by you or else why they say like father like son, like mother like daughter. only know how to praise yourself, you really think you know it all? You dun even know what i like or dislike about food. so simple thing you also dunno, whereas sis all tat wat they like all tat you know. This two years, only buy clothes during new year time or sometime only yet you keep saying i buy alot. Go see all the cousins around my age and then define your alot. Always say they are they, wat about me, i am who i am, why you keep using your damn old and traditional thinking to judge me. Go ask anyone who would lend them the jacket or accessories that their bf buy to mother and sister. I may be selfish but wat about you, did you think wat you do is right ma? Asking people to lend their bf's gift to their siblings is that the right thing to do also.

Just becos of a jacket and you quarrel with me and say i side my bf, go think wat you say does it make sense ma. i just treasure things he buy and you are all out to insult me all tat. even if i end up with him or not in the future is my problem, even if future have to stay with his parents all that also my problem, why you care so much. If you really care, you wont insult me at all be it you very angry or wat.

Say wat only ring and necklace cant be borrow out, what kind of crap is this, only this two cant borrow out, then borrow out all others can ah. Bet you also never share things with your siblings too and now expect me to do. what the hell.

How i wish i can be in those drama, or come from rich family, stay by my own or study overseas without you being around, just give me allowance and all those monetary can le, dun need your care and concern, seem so worthless....