random thoughts

long time nevr blog le but first

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUAI EN AND ENG HOW!!!

wish that you are stay happy and healthy and all your wishes come true!

=)

recently have been thinking alot about numbers.

Yes numbers, what do you think of numbers?
In my view, numbers show a no. of things like:
- money $$$
- age
- results
- weight
- seat no
- bus no and many more.

Think the numbers that revolve around me that are so sensitive are weight and results haha.

Well weight, everyone hope to be slim and have the weight they yearn for, well so do i, but just that i need to slim down, must exercise hah. Results for exams all that are also important as they indicated how well you perform, but no doubt, results that are bad does not mean that you never put in effort, but also becos of luck, on the paper and the cohort of the group taking the same exam. Well i got my results for last term and i fail one module Market research by 2 marks and tat piss me alot that's why i sound like tat. haha, dun want to think that i never put effort but true enough, i really didnt put in alot effort and that indeed impact and affect me alot hai.

but now trying to get over and have project to do and i dun seems to be getting anywhere. hai, and i quaarel with bf with things that i dun wan to talk about it.

i know it is my fault to lie, but telling you the truth didnt make me feel better and why cant u understand. hai tell you the truth you dun like, dun tell you and it makes me guilty, so is it really true that i should straight to your face.

Sorry is all i can say now and hope that u accept my sincere apologies.

sorry.