i pass my elementary test for japanese le. however i have to proceed on and i wont be getting the teacher that taught me in ele 1 cos the schedule is not nice hai =( but no matter wat, i am going to continue to study to fuifill what i want in my goal. haha

friday meet up with my 13 years best friend and her ex and sister to go kbox. at first was only me, her and her ex, but her sis came along so no choice. went to the new kbox in amk, but their songs not very updated and the staff is not knowledgable about their things, even the in-charge. waste about 10 mins at the counter and rushes us out at exactly 10pm. what the hell. cant even let us sing a bit more hai... sian. my fren's sis sing like nobody 's business, at one go key in 10 + songs for herself and all same singer like jolin anf FIR. hai... but a good gathering for me and my fren as we walked home together chatted alot. we are those who hardly meet but know what's each other is thinking and alot of thing to talk about. nice chatting with her.

last nite went to PS with dear, watch a movie and have whole spread of chicken dishes for dinner, feel like we are carnivores haha. we went to watch "just friends" which is a romantic comedy, kind of like " Along came Polly" but is nice, quite funny and lame haha. then we went to thai express for dinner, he order a thai laska with chicken and potato while i order a yellow curry with rice, order a chicken broth and a popiah. later when came, turn out out of 4 dishes we ordered, 3 dish have chicken and two with potato... -_-'' have kind of a hard time eating it...

then went to careffour(dunno speel correct ma) and i saw a hippo cushion and dear buy for me. 1 more added to my collection. perhaps one days must take phtos of all hippo i have and post it.haha then became hippo world!!!

last nite bught a pizza and just now just have pizza too haha. my younger sis treat us and my aunt cos her b'day coming then got some hong bao le haha. kind of relaxed after the test but when i think of i have to work tomolo, i very the sian. really want to quit cos the environment is very the not good and the people as well hai. but my mum suggest me finding a job before jumping to another company, and she say it's end of the year le, most company will be giving bonus le so no one will resign nor recruit. hai

think still have to bear with it le.

one week never blog le and i feel kind of exhausted nowadays. intending to look for a new job. i hate my current one, really. it's sux, stupid and nothing to learn. really regret taking this jobs up in the first place. ANybody with job lobang tell me lei!

i seriously cant stay here anymore. like du ri ru nian. hai... today the manager still tell me one thing that i was so fed up with but wat can i do. just find her know how to say only but is not feasible nor realistic. she ask me to sit by the door and become a "security guard". not that i despise security job, but i'm employed as an executive not that lah. the company jusy too stingy le. next year budget cant bring forward ah. they jus dun understand one. they think i can split myself into twos or threes to watch the whole library ah.

damn pissed with them and i still have to bear with it if i wan to quit cos one month notice. hai.
why this kind of thing always happen to me. lousy work. hai. really waiting for them to sack me off and everything will be just ok. really wish.

my japanese is coming and at tomolo but i have yet to finish up studying for it. too much to learn yet little time. i think i have myself to blame with. spend so much of time to slack around and study last min. really kind of scare what will happen if i study my degree course hai....

i'm back after a day break. today is a quiet day cos morning there is no class and no one is able to disturb or distrupt me. boss went on holiday add on to the quietness i longed for. my boss's voice to me was a noise, even though she may not talk to me but whenever she was talking to other colleague and i can hear her, it pissed me off. hai.

kind of good today as i am able to finish what i wanted to finish for a long time. hope that i will be able to be guai these days and faster get my things done submit to her and boss won't pester me anymore. but i'm scare, the faster i do, the more thing she will ask me too. hai how?i just dunno just what is the right approach to tackle this problem. guess next month i'll burying my head in the stock-taking. i feel that the books again had feets and ran off le. hai. this time boss say it will be my responsibility for the loss books. i want to protest!!! i have told her dozen of times that the library need a security system to 1 - track books, 2 - act as security and 3 - help out in the procedures of borrowing, returning books. cos the current system is not good at all. cant track which books missing, no picture of the books, so even missing i also dunno for i may never ever seen the book before, you'll never know.

feel like quiting but i scare i wont be able to find a job that i want and long for plus i going to study next year and some company may not want me at all due to that problem. hai. my head is cracking out soon..

anybody can help me??? hai btw i'm having my japanese test next week hope that i can passed and proceed to the next level!

sudden have a wishlist in my head: 1- pass jap test, 2-pass driving, 3- go for a holiday, 4- earn more money and spend less, 5- give myself a long long break!, 6- have dear to accompany more and go to places we never been. haha

tooo greedy le... wahaha... save money first...

haven been blogging for a long time but all i have are bad news for you all. i have failed my driving again and all thanks to a just learning motorcyclist and a tester that forced me to do the very 'incredible' things when in fact i should'nt have done it at all. i guess my failure has been repeated by myself to over 30 ++ people and i dun wish to say it again so dun ask ok? i'll be taking again in feb 07. hope that time really can passed. sick of waiting. i can even tell you that i took only 5 months to learn everything but i took 10 months to take my test (cos each interval from first test to another is about 3 months, so i now not only wasting my time for the test to come, i'm also waiting for my money to be waste. hai. why all these things have to happen to me????

I took nearly a week off for the test and when i come back to work, i thought that the trip to Phuket will be proceed as per normal but i hear a bad news, they are cancelling the trip due to unable to book tickets. i was like wah lao, i really must salute them. last min buy tickets think got meh, use backside think also know what, you 1 month before the trip to book tickets, chances of buying it i feel is less than 50% le, you still last min buy. hai. really no brain. think that only you are the only company going to holiday ah. For ur info, Secondary school already having holidays and next week i think, primary sch also having holidays too, parents have already book tickets le, wait for you meh. in the end, they have a stupid gathering session and a buffet at an itatlian restaurant and they think that is already ok le. hai... by the way, i didnt even went for the buffet.

alot of unhappy things dunno why happen to me and my family. first is i fail test, next is my parents' holiday trip end early due to my mum have a fall and got 3 stitches on the back of her head. hai dunno what's going to happen. i can just say this year is not for me. hai...

met up with an ex colleague from renn thai and went out to orchard with him. he seems very moody and hagged after the breaking up with his gf. hai. feel sad for him and i cant do anything to help him. just only able to lend ear to him. i think is a huge impact for him as his ex like someone else and lie to him. how can she do this to him? after all they have been together for 3 years. i know that long distance relationship is hard to maintain but my fren is trying his best hai. (they are from malaysiaand my fren is workin here. hai just hope that he pull himself up. dunno i just feel that the thing he do now is to make his ex realise that he got everything that she wan him to have like having a car, laptop and he intend to buy a house next year. hai. he dun even have money and he is so ambitious about it. if i didnt tell you he is just 21 this year. hai

i feel that he is using all these goals to make him busy and to prove that he can have all these when he wanted it. but i scare he may overwork himself hai.... hope he take care.

need to work le hai... got any lobang for jobs tell me, i wanted to switch jobs!

I took a quiz just now. it's about the five love language and the results is shown below

The Five Love Languages
Your primary love language is probably Quality Time
with a secondary love language being Physical Touch.

Complete set of results
Quality Time: 9
Physical Touch: 7
Acts of Service: 6
Words of Affirmation: 5
Receiving Gifts: 3

perhaps i really need i really need more time and attention from my dear. hope that he is able to give me. can he???

today will be my last day in the office before i went for my leave. taking leave to prepare myself for the driving again.. sian

yesterday was dear's b'day. didnt really do anything haha. we just meet and went to escape theme park for the day. it was great but then very warm and stuffy becos of the haze. we reach about 12 plus and then began our 'adventure'.

first we went to play go kart but maybe we are so excited, we didnt realise that we may be queuing at least 45 min for a ride. cos can also say got alot of people. the track is for beginner and family one, so when it's our turn, they request either we both take one kart or we have to go for the advanced tracks to have the individual ride. so in the end we take together, it was a fun experience cos dear drive me for the first time. it was a very good experience despite he drive a bit reckless say want to be jay chou, to do piao yi... haha =p

next we went to play 360 degree coaster , i was the one to persuade dear to play but in the end i was the one to be scare of. came down with a fright and a bit headach. hai... so useless le. unlike in the past. we only play a few items as some are for kids and not many attractions to began with. so we keep on playing the karts.

this is my present for him.

photo taken while waiting...

the karts we been waiting for...

the long queue before us.... hai sian

i'm the chauffeur for dear.

my big candy floss

cotton wool and sugar cube...

this is my halloween monster that i made from candy floss (erh... i know is digusting but it's cute)

before transformation..

After transformation (with ears)....

Why are you staring at me???

Melting out, the brain and tail is exposed...

Eating out last bit of 'it'

After our adventures ends, at the bus stop. (exhausted and sian look)

that's the end. btw all these photos are taken from my new phone hehe... (K800i)

I'm stressed out wont be lasting long le... forever alot of things to do, endless and to make the things worse, i cant even cope with my japanese and still watching tv when reach home. hai.

make dear very pissed with me last nite, now not really talking to each other sad. =(
hai. just hope that everything will turn out fine.

i hvae to have a tracking list to make sure that i do all these things before i got haunt by my manager again. i really dunno how all can stand her. so demanding and think others got nothing to do like that one.

Tracklist: - do up the website
- search for search engine
- check out the vcds
- do up a booklist for books to be bought

sound easy yet is hard as there is forever surprise on the way.. hai...

dear's birthday is coming soon and i more or less have plan wat i want to do but have yet to decide what present to give him hai..

All these things are making my head big big.

i dunno what to write these days as too many things happen and very sian. just show you all my latest hippo collection haha. enjoy!





this hippo cushion is dear buy for me de. cute right?





these are bought when we went to the zoo...



this is my present for today!!! i even got it in key chain form as couple but i place in my box too bad haha.

tat's it so far. haha. got time i'll diplay all my collection. so please have the patience...

Hippo talking: Pls wait, I'LL BE BACK!!! WAHAHA