i'm back after a day break. today is a quiet day cos morning there is no class and no one is able to disturb or distrupt me. boss went on holiday add on to the quietness i longed for. my boss's voice to me was a noise, even though she may not talk to me but whenever she was talking to other colleague and i can hear her, it pissed me off. hai.

kind of good today as i am able to finish what i wanted to finish for a long time. hope that i will be able to be guai these days and faster get my things done submit to her and boss won't pester me anymore. but i'm scare, the faster i do, the more thing she will ask me too. hai how?i just dunno just what is the right approach to tackle this problem. guess next month i'll burying my head in the stock-taking. i feel that the books again had feets and ran off le. hai. this time boss say it will be my responsibility for the loss books. i want to protest!!! i have told her dozen of times that the library need a security system to 1 - track books, 2 - act as security and 3 - help out in the procedures of borrowing, returning books. cos the current system is not good at all. cant track which books missing, no picture of the books, so even missing i also dunno for i may never ever seen the book before, you'll never know.

feel like quiting but i scare i wont be able to find a job that i want and long for plus i going to study next year and some company may not want me at all due to that problem. hai. my head is cracking out soon..

anybody can help me??? hai btw i'm having my japanese test next week hope that i can passed and proceed to the next level!

sudden have a wishlist in my head: 1- pass jap test, 2-pass driving, 3- go for a holiday, 4- earn more money and spend less, 5- give myself a long long break!, 6- have dear to accompany more and go to places we never been. haha

tooo greedy le... wahaha... save money first...