one week never blog le and i feel kind of exhausted nowadays. intending to look for a new job. i hate my current one, really. it's sux, stupid and nothing to learn. really regret taking this jobs up in the first place. ANybody with job lobang tell me lei!

i seriously cant stay here anymore. like du ri ru nian. hai... today the manager still tell me one thing that i was so fed up with but wat can i do. just find her know how to say only but is not feasible nor realistic. she ask me to sit by the door and become a "security guard". not that i despise security job, but i'm employed as an executive not that lah. the company jusy too stingy le. next year budget cant bring forward ah. they jus dun understand one. they think i can split myself into twos or threes to watch the whole library ah.

damn pissed with them and i still have to bear with it if i wan to quit cos one month notice. hai.
why this kind of thing always happen to me. lousy work. hai. really waiting for them to sack me off and everything will be just ok. really wish.

my japanese is coming and at tomolo but i have yet to finish up studying for it. too much to learn yet little time. i think i have myself to blame with. spend so much of time to slack around and study last min. really kind of scare what will happen if i study my degree course hai....