Thursday, May 04, 2006

Today, alot of thing pissed me off, just early in the morning. I missed my bus, then i had to wait for another one which came in so late and the bus is three quarter fill le. Then nevermind, a lady who was behind me keep squeezing me and then keep swinging her hair as she tie her hair ponytail... Keep squeezing, already no space and keep doing it, think is fun ah. Cant consider for others one lei. Keep on knocking me and didnt say sorry. Just what she want, so bog ah. Then nevermind, next i saw an old lady and a man trying to squeeze in as well, but upon seeing that the frontcouldn't get in, so they use the back door to get in. How unreasonable of them to do that. If you want to get into the bus then get out of the house early, so that u need not have to be squeeze with others and need not have to get into the bus from behind and had a free ride ma. How irresponsible of them to do that. Without getting paid the bus fare and get to travel to their destination..

Actually got alot of thing to say out, my views all that, but now in the office is inconvenient and i feel that i shouldn't say more anymore cos i also dun have any mood le...

i'm quite in a bad mood, as my last night is not a good one... Quarrel with my bf and we are having cold war... Hai, call him, he dun answer, msg him, he dun bother to reply. Call him about 1 hour plus before i fall asleep. Even when i in the night wake up, i still call him but still... no answer...

Until this morning, when i was about to reach my office, then he reply me. Hai, i dunno what's wrong with me. But 1 thing for sure is that, i pissed him off badly. I've been unreasonable, mu zhong wu ren and i always want him to give in, what else? hai... Maybe like what i told him, he shouldn't give in too much that will results me in too overbearing and take him to for granted le.. i just dunno what i want from him, make his life so difficult and refused to give in to him. Afterall, he has been sandwiched between his mum and me and now becos of small things, i keep quarreling with him, causing our relationship to suffer and led us to quarrel that sometimes, we cant even stand each other no longer more... Dear, i'm sorry, really sorry, forgive me ok?