Today is monday le, so fast, the weekends has pass just at a blink of eye. hai... Now i back in the office, guess slacking again till the end of today? You may think is good but for me is not. Not for me, and never occur to me. If it is just a while, i dun mind but not for the whole 8.5 hours in the office, begging people to give me things to do. I know is bored and i need not go to tat extend but, i really cant stand it le. Started to feel sick and tired with this kind of life. I started to ponder and perhaps wish i have not take this job, for it seems like nothing to do and what they can do is have so call everything ready and ask the temp to come in. Others who are temp and attachment dun mind and seems to get past the free time easy, but definitely not for me. Perhaps the place i'm sitting is too obivious to do anything le...

Am i expecting alot from everyone, or have i change so much that i become intolerable for others to stand me? Or has i been putting faces to the people whom i want attention or is it they are the one that cant even do or bother to do things for me. Is it i asking too much, or is it becos the thing i want is so simple that no one can give or understand except me? hai...

Sat: Spend whole day at home with my bf, who came to tution my sis calculus, mine!, the calculus for engineering is so damn hard and they discuss it for a long period. Unlike the calculus i took last year, which is much easier to understand. After that, he just stay at my place to watch Full metal Alchemist cos his house, neither his com nor the player can play it. So lousy. Cook for him dinner and he take for granted, scold him for not listening to what i told him and do thing in his way and he dun bother to apologise (and still watching for the vcd) till i so pissed off with him that i clear my stuff with anger and dump the things on the floor so loud then he start to switch off and then console me. Just becos i ask him to go watch the vcd, does it means he must follow? Sometimes, i just dunno what he is trying to do or if he know what i want from him ma? Playing reverse psychologic maybe the bad thing after all as he is so slow hai... -_-'' just dunno what to say...

Sun: Stay at home and slack thru out then till evening then began to iron my clothes =p After which watch the scoody-doo movie and it seems so silly show but still enjoyable.

Now still waiting for him to msg me but he didnt.... =(