Term's break are here!

Finally, the term break's are here le. But they are only to stop by for two short weeks and guess this term break is like usually, need to rush for projects and brush up in the studies le... But i'm thankful as the test are already over. Three papers have been shot down for three straight days and i have yet to recover my strength (due to last min studies for the paper. Hai) But i'm very pleased with my performance for the papers, except for svc marketing, didnt really memorise, but i hope at least i can pass well.

Perhaps, has been studying thru out these days, last night feel very uncomfortable about playing games all night. Perhaps 'liang xin fa xie' now wanted to study more, and score well for the last semester to make up for my past sem's poor results. haha. Plus promose my dear about me studying well and get rewarded. haha.

Yesterday's afternon went to have driving lesson. Think two to three weeks haven drive le so a bit rusty. This time, they will be marking on ur performance for the lesson, like where are the mistakes all that. And funny thing is that instead of all the major mistakes committed, i have commit the small one and it shouldn't have happen. mistakes like fail to use appropriate gear, fail to check blindspot all tat. hai, if not think i'm so perfect haha. Mi so 'chou mei' haha. =p.

Then next drive in the circuit, testing the parking skills: vertical, parallel, directional changes all tat and up the slope. The instructor said that the parallel is much more easier but i think otherwise. I have fail to get into the parallel myself the first time, but after a few tries then ok. Well as for the vertical, at the first try, i have already park in but a bit to the left, however, he looks impresses! Hee. Maybe to them the easy thing i cant do well, whereas i can do the hard thing. Perhaps it's my belief of nothing is impossible in this world haha...

Next go to the slope, but think i too panic and let go of clutch too fast le, then it reverse and down the slope, shock me so badly, haha, but luckily, my instructor save the day! He help me up and tell me steps by steps, haha. Well my dad's fren then maybe give mi more tips bah.

Enough of that le. My dear will not be meeting me this weekend bah, cos he got guard duty, sian he very the 'lucky' loh. got so many times hai but wat to do. Ok lah, going ot play my game le... tata

My shit day!!!

Haven blog for a month le, and now blogging is to kill my anger and frustration inside me. Recently my laptop got some problem; cant go into the system, or go in le the program chosen took a long time to open up. So suai.

Then nvm, today morning got time so called e company to ask about it. Got 2 number of theirs, call le divert to voicemail, wat the hell. Then have to go website to find the telephone. Call le at first say i call wrong no, or not valid, pissed me off le. Then call again get thru, the guy is quite ok and nice lah, but tell me tat my hard disk may be old or wat then have to change, i was like ok, ask him how much all tat, he say dunno, i was like fine. Then ask mi left no. with him so tat he can ask his marketing or sales ppl to call me to give me quotation. i say i call them cos later dunno wat time they call me.

Call already make mi so pissed off, the person simply dun get what i want all that, nvm, then come the service fee, they say the service fee is $117.50 (exclude GST). And to make the matter worse, they say in regardless of whether u send to them or they come collect is still the same. What the F***! Then they say the laptop fan may be spoilt, and it will cost $17 to replplace new one. And the problem is tat i still have to pay for the service charge, u might as well rob te bank since money so easy to earn. Stupid right, u wan at least like charge a bit like say $80 include all checkup plus the replacement wat. Stupid. This will be my first and last laptop to buy from them!

Now i'm using the laptop that cause so much problem. My cousin came to help me repair, but as i didnt backup, all my things are gone, including 1500 ++ songs. So F*** up now. I seldom use vulgar and now i using, to make the matter worse, even my dear dunno how to console me. Tat's it. This is how good he is! only feel pinch for me, wat's the use.

Now my mood sucks to core! and he dun bother to call me back, well done for him! This is wat i get. Now mood so sucks, where got mood to study for next week 3 tests. Asshole!

2nd week of school...

Around 2 weeks never write blog le. hai... The first week of school seems very slack cos study one day, rest one day. Bought all the notes on the first day le. cost 27. quite ok loh for 5 books. buy the textbook is a killer 40 bucks!!! hai dunno should i buy a not. Cut my hair on friday but it seems like no different loh haha.

Dear has yet to come back from Taiwan, a bit 绝望 jus dunno wat to do anymore hai. He has yet to call nor msg me since his last msg is on the 27/10 hai... it really seems like 度日如年 for me. hai

5 more days till he is coming back. Till he come back then. Take care!

END OF IPP!

Finally ipp has ended. But for me, it has ended on wednesday. Why? Cos my supervisor say really nothing for me to do le, then plus i got so called one more off day so he let me off the other remaining day. Thanks him.

Think i have been on leave for a long time cos my OT has make up nearly 1 week plus i think. Slack alot haha. But come to think of it, it was a fun and enriching attachment.

I even got treat by my colleaagues on wednesday. We went to tony romas for dinner @ orchard hotel. Just 3 dishes of the appetizers had already killed us (7 of us, and make us half-full). Then when the main course is here, we like been forced to eat like that, have to struggled. Have to see our expressions that time. Have a lot of fun though it's quite awkward.

Will miss u all badly, cityneon concepts colleagues! Here, i would like to thanks all the colleagues in cityneon concepts. Thanks for all your help, patience and advices for us. Thanks for treating as part of ur family. Especially to my two jie jies there, one is same surname with me, and one is who taken very good care of me during event, and worry about me when we are on different sites.

Thanks for everything...
Days to ipp: 0
Days till dear is back: 15 days
Days to sch starts: 3 days

Sian, school is starting le, without giving us break like a few days, even holiday also got class, sian hai...

*dear, faster come back, miss u badly!

Not in mood...

Hasn't been in the mood to do anything after my dear went Taiwan. Sob sob... Miss him so much... Dunno if he is ok at this point of time, as he will be in Taiwan's jungle.

Hai, hasn't been in any mood to do anything. just hope to slack whole day all that, though i still go for tution and driving lesson. Hai.. without him by side, make me feel very dependent on him and dun feel like doing anything. (Can't blame right, cos he with me so long, first time abroad, left my side ma.) Not use without him, it's seems like i'm still struggling loh... Hai dunno how long i can withstand the waiting (3 weeks) when my days seems like chinese proverbs: du ri ru nian ah. hai.. sian

Not in mood to concentrate on driving (usually i very talkative when driving, cos ask this and that but maybe the previous lesson was that my instructor so also didnt speak much. Really wasn't in any mood loh hai.
Just hope that he will come back asap, and safe and sound.

Ipp countdown: 4 days
School starts: 8 days (cos mon is half day)
Dear coming back: 18 days

Back to work!

Harlow, back to the office again after the long weekend plus a moday blues. haha Guess those who see these sure will be envy cos i got off why u are dun have! haha. To make u all more envy, i got 4 more off days coming up. It will be this thursday all the way to next tuesday so i doubt i will blog till i'm back in the office haha.(cos i work OT during the events ma, just a payback only) so no need to envy.

Time flies real fast, 1 more week to go before ipp really ends. Think of it, when we first came to the company, we have been counting down on when the ipp will end, but now, it is going to be over, so would anyone actually miss it? I guess i will bah. Cos i have experience that will make this ipp a memorable, both the good and bad, my colleagues and the things we do during event.I'm actually feeling quite contradict with my words, cos i would like and like not to leave the company, becos of the colleagues and the job nature (that i like). Hai

Been doing stuff that i have yet to do it long time ago,.
On sat, meet up with my old fren, jiayi to pass thing to her, long time no see yet she looks no different, whereas she think i fat le cos more chubby. -_-'' sob sob so have to train and exercise le. I went to squash after that, and i was like omg, i have become so rusty after resting for 2 months plus, now must train up le. Brush up my squash skills to it used to be. So that can play with others without embarrassing myself haha. Then after that went to jog. Omg again, since sec 4( i think), i have yet to really go jogging (dun say all those chasing after the bus all that loh). That is rusty too, no stamina and easily take rest, unlike last time, when i still run third place for the sch's cross-country. hai xiang dang nian, i still a bit more slimmer and fitter than now. Now is like what the people that goes for slimming, the before and after effect, but is opposite lah, of cos. Is before slim, after fat. -_-''. Then at nite go home help dear to do paper cuttings for him so that can meet and pass to him or else i can meet him for the week. hai. My sis also intro me a game which i guess i have already addicted. The game is called fire emblem (if spell correct) then like rpg. Addictated till i think this will last me quite long. even my sis who has completed and lose interest again, got influence and play my game -_-''

Sunday i only meet dear for 2 hours, think that is the shortest meeting between us, hai. Cos he has to book in at nite and in the morning doing his stuff hai... Felt that we spent even shorter time even before he's going to taiwan soon. Hai... counting down is 3 days (taken form today) then on his b'dae, he is going taiwan, what the hell man...

Yesterday, i think my day quite fulfilling, as if. Ealry in the morning, wake up then play the game le till one plus then my sis help mi buy lunch and after that play for a while then before i go bath and get ready for my driving lesson. Learnt 11/2 lessons for the day, after which i went to tution and about 7, my parents came and fetch me to take me to see car, cos dad buying a new car! so thrill, BUT the car is AUTO!!! WHAT THE HELL! I learning manual yet the car is auto, how can i drive??? But i like the car color, is bluish grey, sorry unable to get the pic, maybe buy le then i put. We went to eat early supper nearby, which i treat my parents, cos got 2 pays le yet haven treat them; treat them a crab, hor fun, tofu. Like that nearly $50 le, but nvm, it is worth it, cos they are going to treat my dear after he returned from taiwan, so i also get to eat back, maybe double haha.

Then my dear msg and tell me that he has to do paper cutting, will call me late. When he called, he told me that he cut 4000 paper cutting in less than 2-3 hrs, (i think) but i took so long to cut 1000 pieces, hai... Looks as if i so useless in helping him hai. He told me he will be taking his soc today, so all the best to him. If he didnt pass, he no need to graudate for the current rank he is now.... Hai

3 more days to his b'dae and going to taiwan. Will pei him on both thurs and friday. Tata

WHY? WHy? Why? why?

Why everything has gone so wrong just because i say something tat has already upsetu for the whole day? I know that u are upset about it, but have you ever tried ur best for that? I really dunno... Just becos u have no pacer to pei u and u have lose ur motivation to run le is it? I thought u have say that u will run for my sake then why it seems like at that point of time, i have been forgotten by u. Is not that, i have not been there for u is u have forgotten my existence....

Must we really have to end it this way becos of what i say. I am very angry with u no doubt, but when i too angry, i tend to lose my temper nor my mind, saying hurtful things to u. I know i'm in the wrong but does that costs me a death sentence by u? I dun think so. And what did u do throughout the conversation? U just keep quiet and say nothing, as if i 'm talking to the wall...

I never know that becos of this, we can quarrel so much. Say u cant promise me on anything anymore.I dunno what u eanr. I just feel that we have drift apart alot till we dun even realise it. Now that u feel that, does it means is the end of us? Does it means that we cant do anything but to let it end?

U msg me just now and from ur msg, i feel that u are still yet to cool down and instead very angry and pissed at my words. Call u no answer... I guess i cant even have a chance to explain to u what my msg actually means instead of wat u think... I just dun want to disturb u then. Perhaps both of us should cool down... Perhaps...

Just read betsy blog, have a quiz and i took it and i guess the analysis is really true to my moods now here is what it says:

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. You are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).

At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

You are experiencing extreme frustration at this point of time, trying to achieve security and peace of mind, but whatever you seem to do doesn't effect the situation. You are worn out and your energy is being seriously depleted. You may be experiencing what is known as 'heartache' - both mentally and physically. You are a listener and you listen and respond to everything that is going on around you. You feel that all that life has to offer should be within your grasp and you would like to participate in every part of it but the situation is such that every door seems to be closed to you. You just can't understand why that is. But it is - and what's more you feel powerless to change it.

You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.

This above is before writing this blog. The one below is after writing, see the difference? And it still means the bad side of life i'm facing.

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

You are feeling very vulnerable at this time. Nothing seems to be going in the right direction - business wise, private-life wise, everything. You need some emotional security and an environment which could possibly provide fewer problems, but the way you are feeling you can't be bothered even to make the effort.
You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.

Nobody seems to understand you at this moment for everything you suggest or do seems to be taken up the wrong way. All of this misunderstanding is leading to anxiety and stress. The situation naturally is not as you would like it to be - you feel that you are being treated most unfairly and that trust, affection and understanding are being withheld from you and that you are being treated with a demeaning lack of consideration. You consider yourself being denied the appreciation essential to your well being and self-esteem and that there is nothing you can do about it. You feel that whatever you try to do to change the situation, you are getting nowhere fast. You would really like to get away from it all but can't find the energy or the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are beyond your capabilities, or your reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal inadequacy. Your inability to take control of the situation causes you to over-react in stubborn defiance blaming everyone but yourself for your own failures.

All i want to do now, is to keep myself and occupied as i dun want to break down in the office. is not the last thing that i would be doing...

These two weeks' schedule...

This week really slack like mad till i want to cry le hai. nothing to do then ask for half day off yet supervisor ask me to tae full day. What the hell! cant even give what i want. Say got things to do yet never assign just say say only and didnt do hai.... Ipp ending soon le, hope can score well to pull up my grades... Timetable come out le. it just simply SUCKS!!!

Mon 4-9pm
Tues 9-6pm
Wed 10-12pm
Thurs 2-5pm
Fri 9-1pm

Sucks right? Wed come two day only, tues one full day. After this came out i have to cancel all my driving lessons le sian... Damn sian! The past two driving lesson of mine was fun. first one i speed too fast then the metal part on the inside tyre got dented cos i hit the road kerb -_-'' hahah. the second one was last nite when i was learning slope haha.

Last week has been quite slack for me till thursday. Thursday to saturday can say quite a busy yet fulfilling day for me. Met with shari and boon to celebrate boon's very belated b'dae (both shari n i agree to treat him). Meet boon to go city hall to meet shari (cos boon's company beside mine; took his company's transport haha)

Anyway we went to suntec to go makan. Ms Oh has been keen of eating Thai Express de Phad Thai( thai stir-fried rice noodle) so bo bian loh, go with them. But later we went to the wealth of fountain (or fountain of wealth) to eat. Went to fish n co but boon say he dun want, so went to eat Renn Thai! (yeah! been waiting to go eat there so long le! hehe) Anyway eat about $50 think quite alright, afterall get pay so ok haha.








so mian qiang look of boon...



Then friday went to Ritz-carlton for an event. YCH 50th golden jubilee gala dinner.
Very grand loh. Took some pics on the tables










So grand right? Have a total of 49 tables and not only that, even the president, also attended it very the grand loh. I aslo manage to eat 2 course for the night after the event haha... Reach home at 12 am. So late! *I dun club all that so to me is late haha.

Saturday got driving and after that meet dear. Today got a small accident on the road while driving. My car was driving fast (due to the instructor's 'order') Then a slight turn on the steering wheel will cause a big turn on the car, so while turning to a slight bend, i think i turn too much then the wheels hit the kerbs and knocked onto it. The metal tip of the tyres even dented! think the impact is huge loh, even though the instructor say it's not that serious!

After that went to meet dear, as usual he is late loh. (cos his washing machines breaks down need him repair) Then i went shop shop, bought a new romance comic from my favourite author and another comic for dear.

Below is my comic's pic
(nice drawing right?)










Dear also bought me a notebook as promise (request by me) hehe.

Long time no see!

Haven been blogging for almost a week le. Kind of too lazy to blog le. Nah is becos i'm busy learning my driving and going out that's why. Ipp is ending soon but dunno why i'm getting more and more tired each day. Like i have been lacking of sleeps for the past weeks (after the ISO event) hai...

Alot of things have happen this one week. I make cookies, go out with my aunt, go shopping with my dear and make a record of not using the laptop at home for the one whole week except for yesterday.(Iriver spoilt so need to upgrade the software!)

I have passed my driving stage , now in stage 2 but guess has to make up for one of the lesson. Think i did badly so need to redo again. =( sian hai...

Last sat went with my aunt to buy ingredient for baking cookies. My aunt got the oven so i can bake le! finally, the time has come for me to really bake cookies on my own! Then bought a total of about 9 - 10 items and it's less than $16 bucks! Wah got a shock i still thought i have to pay a minimum of $20 bucks cos i need to buy some essential stuffs like the set of tablespoon, measuring cup, grease paper. Below are the photo, i didnt take photo of the cookies but i have take picture for the cookies i make for my dear haha. Then after that wanted to buy some foundation and also my facial wash, went to Watson and saw betsy, just one guess and i know, she waiting for yiling haha. They are such close fren!

Went back home 4 plus, make cookie and clean up till 9 sian. Really tiring. haha. Below are photos of the cookies i make for my dear haha...








before...








after...

Sunday - meet my dear, go tangs to buy nike stuff but end up nothing cos they dun have new stocks and also some dun have my size. Must go slim down. haha but always say say only didnt really do it so hope i will do that (provided i can)

My thoughts...

These two days after the 1-week event has ended, have alot of thoughts in mind. Slack these two days till i bored till death! Feel that there is actually alot of things to learn from IPP (though there is nothing much we have do in the event, just runner, usher only.). Even in the office, Staff will have their own 'clicks' to hang out, talk with. There may also be staff dislike each other, hardly interact with each other though they are "colleagues". (Just like wat movies does, 'qua ming' fu qi).

What i learnt from this company is that, they are busy throughout, in regardless of before, during and after event, each will have work to do.

Before event: Doing planning, meet up with clients, do proposals, setting budgets
During events: Do up visuals, working manual, printing out the plans, preparing the stuff needed for the event. Getting the necessary crew and equipments, meeting up with vendors. Doing up the guest lists all that.
After event: sending invoices, tallying up the numbers of equipmentused, etc.

Though i have yet to do all these by myself, but for sure, events are not that easy to carry out. I believe that for an event to be successfully launched and remenber, the event companyhad did a big part in it rather than the host company/ organiser. They are like the backbone fr the body, without them, nothing can be done. Therefore in my blog, i salute them! XIN KU LE!

Lots of things happen recently, like the dengue fever that has direct impact on the nation. From such a not that serious health problem to an 'alert' and highly cautious illness. Just like the bird flu, from one area of a country to other countries, it such a highly contagious diseases!

Just hope that everything will soon come to an end and not taking more lives and lastly make the world a safe place to live in (rather than country itself)

Must use Miss congentiality kou tou chan : " WORLD PEACE!"

One whole week of summary!

Two weeks has yet to update on the days i have been thru. The last two weeks, ahs been busy since the time my 'supervisor' has step into the office and plus that the event RSVP has become closer and closer. So didnt really have the time to write during office time and also i have change my seat for that week. Sian!

Ok now, i 'll talk about last week. Since last last sat (17/9), i have been at the hotel for the help out and set-up (something like that) of the stuffs for the upcoming one whole week event. i will talk briefly each day cos too many things to write about.

17/9 - this is the first day that we are suppose to go down to the hotel to help out. I was late and also cause joanne to be scolded even though she was earlier before the meeting time. She was sick that day so went home early, left me there doing the stuff. I was put to direct the transporters for the rental equipment to the 'storage room' @ one of the hotel's meeting room. The meeting room's key got problem so have to keep on asking for help from the hotel staff, especially Jimmy, think he is the in-charge supervisor for the meeting rooms. He had helped me alot as i have to keep on moving about and the door needs to be lock when no one is in the room. The first equipments for me to take charge is 2 big copiers from Fuji xerox .

below is the pic, something like that: (dunno is it the same one)

Make a guess about how heavy is this machine each?
Answer: the copier itself : 300 KGs
the sorter : 197 KGS

Can you imagine how heavy it is? One is about 500 kgs in total!

And the bad thing is that the machine need to be moved the next day to its so called 'permanent' place for the one week event and the place was on the other side of the hotel -_-'' sian. Somemore i still need to learn how to oerate it all that. Then next still got printerss and fax machine, again need to know how to operate. At first thought i was only going to teach others next time but i was wrong! I have become the technician for the whole week!!!

18/9 - 23/9 I have become usher, technician, runner all you can name it sian... I seems to be even busier than the hotel staff, have to run about here and there. Though it is fun, sometimes the time past so fast that it is time for meals/ going home. I stay at the hotel for 3 nights cos the next day the crew call is 6am so why not stay in the hotel since got place for you to sleep =). However, dear was quite worried when i stay in the hotel, worried about my safety. I stayed on the 47th storey that i have such a wonderful view of the bustling town! One regret is that i forget to bring along my camera and my hp's camera isn't that good at capturing cos too small le sian.

One bad thing about the event is the people i working with, some are so hao lian one, so dao, can fixed some stuff then think they all li hai le. Only know how to order people and cant do hands-on by themselves, and also making unreasonable demands. Dun even communicate with their own staff and also ask so much '' EXTRA" people around dunno for what. Doing the same event still wants to steal from us. Just dunno what they all thinkin!

One good thing about this even is that i get to know alot of people, be it the foreign guests, local guests, registration staff or even the hotel stafss, just like to say a big thank you to all who has make the event a big success!

CONCLUSION: I have ENJOYED the event though i have suffered some tough times =)

Friday is the driving day!

Now in the office slacking like mad, just go to the websites like carrefour, ntuc fairprice, cold storage and mustafa, to find plugs. Was suppose to buy it yesterday, cos LO came to see us, then 3 plus le, kind of late, plus not urgent, so just drag to today. Think today by hook or crook have to buy, also hope to get thing done asap.

Yesterday, my 'supervisor' asked me to go buy 50 multi plugs, but guess what, how much did she gave me? Make a guess.... Is $50! -_-'' equals to one plug $1 only hai sian. Silly right then i also blur blur one loh keep ok ok all that loh. But at first thought what she say the multi plug was that can plug three different powerpoint together loh. But no what she wants was the international one, that can put both the rounded one, slanted one and all that, not just the one we used at home. (everytime give me such a challenging job hor! -_-'')

Then after knocked off, went to took bus 8 or 90 to toa payoh, cos very fast and then can estimate time for today's driving lesson loh. haha. Walked to the bus stop like very long distance but i like brisk walking think reach there before 10 min haha. Rushing like mad loh.

Then now, 'supervisor' just reach and also think i will be going out soon to search and buy the plugs le loh. haha tata

LO coming to visit us today

Before talking about the LO , lets' talk a bit more after i knocked off from work. I wanted to try if taking mrt will be faster as tomolo i was going to resume my driving lesson. (The instructor was my dad's fren and he was like very popular loh, hard to book him one. When i first passed my theory test, i go apply PDL: provisional driving license; for you to drive on road. He say must apply first so i apply in may but only get too book him on the month of july.-_-''). My lesson will start at 6.55pm but i knock off at 6 so more or less must rush loh, now finding the best way to reach there.

Then hor, i took the wrong bus, have the misconception of that the bus 125 will past by the mrt station as the bus was available opposite the mrt station, so i board it since it came earlier than bus 100 loh. Aiya then this kind of thing happen sian. I have to walk a long way as to the mrt was suppose to go straight but then the bus 125 turn to the right so i alight knowing that i was taking the wrong bus.

So i walk all the way to the mrt, waste my time siao sian. But dunno i walked fast or the traffic was too jammed. By the time i reach the mrt bus stop, the bus 100 just reached only haha. I like walking very fast loh haha.

My left eye was like swollen. they called the yan zhen, it was due to too 'hot' in the body loh. But there is another older saying was that you peep on guy bathing -_-''. When i told my dear about it, he asked if i peep on guys bathing. So sad, sob sob, he think me that way, so i say if i see guys bathing, then that guy will be him haha =p.

Today LO will be coming in at about 3pm, dunno if my real supervisor will make it, but i think wont cos think he will go on site or whatever (who cares, i dun like him, so do he dun like me so what for cares =p) Just hope that he wont give mi back remarks becos he dun like mi but the way i work. Hope that he will be gong shi fen ming loh! haha. Slacking now, cos my 'supervisor' not in yet. ( For ur info i so called got 2 supervisor in this company. The guy was the real supervisor cos maybe he say he supervise us on the first day??? Dunno. the other ' supervisor' can be considered as my senior colleague as my real supervisor asked me to help her out with the upcoming event loh. LOL, confused le ma? Those few dys that i so called got 'scolded' or 'tell off' was by the 'supervisor, a lady haha.

Sian i go watch my flash from yesterday. Yesterday slack whole day, yipee! But hor damn sian to be slack too. Bye

Slacking day!

Haha, think this is the first time i've been writing my blog for the day itself instead of the past few entries that was written for yesterday. =p getting better le after these few days incident that happen to me. Tell quite a few people to vent up all those shou qi and most of all they think i'm not totally in wrong for everything that hapen to me loh. Thanks guys.

This morning by right can wake up later cause my 'supervisor' asked me to collect documents from the swissotel early in the morning at 9.15am. Need not have to sign in early cos she say i can go down straightaway. But hor, my sis so stupid keep on waking me up, ask me to go bath all that cos she later need to go school, then maybe will have to use the toilet loh. Then hor, i asked her to shut up, she dun even want to go bath still calledme to. What the hell! Hardly i can sleep later yet got disturbed. So pissed off then i wake up around 7 plus, go bath all that, keep thinking if i manage to catch the transport to the company then i go company. But i have missed it, making me reaching bishan mrt at 8am. Hai. As no backup plan was been planned, so i just thought, ok take train see how long take to aljunied, but when i reach the city hall mrt, i think otherwise, forget it, i dun want to waste so much money on the train cos i cant even claim it, might as well save some money in my ez-link card and save it till i meet my dear haha. It's it a good idea? =p

But very sian thing is that i reach city hall at about 8.20 ( i think ), then n choice got to shop a while or what. Remenber didnt top up money in the wallet, only left $2 in the wallet how to survive? So went to withdraw $$ and also top up my ez-link cos inside left only $3 plus, just in case later need to travel all that loh. Since the ATM is in the basement of the raffles city shopping centre, so might as well go see if got anything to grab a bite cos very hungry, last nite didnt eat much. haha. Saw subway, thought they will sell sandwich early in the morning but they didnt, sell something like bun like that. Cost me $5 for the bun, a cup of tea and as well as a cookie (the person say order a set cheaper and got cookie; buy just the cup of tea and the bun costs $4.80, might as wel pay $0.20 to get a cookie. (like i very easily got tempted away haha.) Just sit down not long ago then my iriver got flat, cant listen to music so sian -_-'' just charge on sunday, so fast flat le, think maybe i forgot to off last nite that's why so fast flat haha.

Say was 9.15am meet the person, but i eat le so sian so just give her a call see if she is in the office a not then i can get the document from her asap then go back to office. Meet her about 10 min later, , got it and went back to office. Reach office around 9.40am, quite fast ma. Guess tonight try to take train home see how long then can estimate what time reach driving centre. haha

Now slacking finally! Ask 'supervisor' got anything to do a not, she say got but too busy to pass the info to us, so i say need to call back ma, then she say dun ant to waste time on that, so here right now slacking loh lol... Hehe dunno what to do lei, most frens not in msn, then scare play games got caught hai, really dunno how lo. see ya!

Today's wei qu

Hai, i'm back again. Just my luck today . Hai so sian. Dunno why all these hapeen on me. hai. First is that 'supervisor' asked me to find the singapore embassy to help ask about whether need to apply visa for visitors coming to singapore from the Democratic Republic of Congo. So i just thought visa, ok maybe singapore tourism board may have the answer i need, so ijust search the web to look for tourism board's number. When i call to the board, they say s not under them but instead is the immigration side, so i asked for the immgration number and also ask them the information i need.

After i call the immigration and asked them about the info, told my 'supervisor' about it, instead of getting said the job is done or there are other work to do, she just so called 'scolded' me in front of the colleagues saying that: "I ask you to call the singapore embassy, why did you call the immigration?" Then i explained to her say dun have and i cant find then she give me the kind of being offended look and said " i asked you to call, listen to me" in a stern way.Go find the singapore embassy of singapore for the number. I was so puzzled by her words and what the hell loh, how to search in yahoo or google on: singapore embassy of singapore or singapore embassy. I only hear singapore embassy all tat is when u are in different country all that and not these. So i search the web again, as well as asked joanne to help me. Then i think that she saw me asking others and have yet to get back to her, she asked u haven find it ah. Then she say i ask you to call 100 and ask why didnt you call them? Then she say so loud "Foget it, I call myself" then she called them. While she was calling i very bu suan so i told joanne if they give the number same or cant find, i laugh till jaw dropped. True enogh, she gave me the immigration number loh. Then i show her the number previously i called together with what she give me and pass her the info. dunno is she wont admit is her mistake or she dun apologise, she just take and keep quiet.

After cooling down a while, she asked me to call this person and ask the timing of his as i'm going to collect thing on her behalf. However, ths stupid guy could not give me a time so i have to report to the supervisor thrice to four times like that, making her pissed and like she vent it on me. I wanted to say to her was that what the hell, you everytime like this, without getting clear of the info all tat then anyhow scold her. Even she not happy also dun vent at me, cant becos of yesterday i make mistake then count it together and scold in total ma. Am i right to say that?

At 12, i went to tell her i go get the stuff, she gave me $12 for cab fare loh. Then i HATE take cab loh cos i will get headach, so i forget it and took. then nvm go there do u know what i take? ONLY 3 CARDS LOH! What the hell! Total to and fro cost $10 loh which mean 1 stupid card costs $3 loh, stupid, not only cause me to get headache and also waste my time all that. Complaint to my mum she say nevermind, since she is like that one loh.

Then by the time i came back, she already went out so i just keep the stuff with me till i went for lunch. Scare that i will miss her if i go out for lunch, i leave the cards and the change with her and went for my lunch loh. Guess what? When i was buying food for myself she called and just say like this (cant really remenber): "Where you now? Me: I outside having lunch. She: " Then where is the thing, i need it now and i going for meeting soon." (sound damn pissed off like this like as if i didnt do for her and wont let me speak.) After she finish saying then i say, i leave with the colleague, when she hear it, not even a word of thanks or wat, just say ok and hang. What the hell loh, think what. didnt put on your table cos scare you cant find it and vent on me and your tone is as if i offended you and cant be given second chance and must get back to the office to pass the thing to you. Making mistake previouslyt more or less, know your style le, would i be so stupid to make mistake and let you scold, think so fun to let you scold ah. I came to learn things, not here for you to vent anger to. Even my parents will reason out before scolding so what make you think you can just shoot me anyhow just becos i'm in this company and you are my senior???

Hai like what chinese proverbs say da ren bu ji xiao ren guo. Hope that next time she will make clear of the situation and then scold people also not late loh. Must tell my dear about it and asked him to sayang me.

Bye.

What a bad day!

Yesterday was quite a terrible day for me. Hai. First got asked to do stuff for my 'supervisor'. Then need to tell the receptionist about it and asked her to call for the courier services. Next when asked her about where to get envelope, think she was quite pissed off becos she dun understand and also she was going for her lunch break so myabe pissed off and ask me to go find at my department.

Being in the company for less than three weeks and been doing the same old thing everyday, how am i suppose to know where they put their stuff in and i dare not asked my 'supervisor' cos i'm afraid i pissed her off then later worse so i went to find the envelope. Finally found it le but it was too damn big as the document to be delivered was only A4 sized, you cant possibly asked me to get an envelope that is bigger than A3 size loh. -_-'' The place where all the envelope is either too big or too small, really no choice and have to find jiu xin lo, luckily my jiu xin save me loh. After finding the envelope, the documents need to get stamped and all tat, but i forgot to let her signed two visuals that are suppose to be delivered, when i about to seal the envelope, i asked her to reconfirm but she like ignore or too busy and just asked me to proceed sealing.

But after that, 430pm she called and 'scold' me say that forgot to let her sign the visuals and she dun want to go down signed again cos she went down twice le. Hai dunno is my fault or wat loh, just accept it and went down to the raffles city, get the visual to be signed on her behalf and rushed back to office. So sian. But seriously, i feel that both of us got wrong haha.

Told my mum and my dear about these incident but luckily they understand and support me. My frens too say that just get over it loh. Just saw my 'supervisor' in the office, dunno wat she say. Then i say sorry, she say dun say sorry in the morning. haha. Got to work le sian...

Summary for the weekend...

Last friday, hear from my 'supervisor' that we will be doing new stuff, hope that it wont be telemarketing cos i have been calling for a whole week and i'm sick of calling le. If it is call in, i still wont mind but call out, forget it then. I just hope that the callers will get back to us themselves. 'Praying hard!'

Moreover, after leaving the workplace, went to suntec. Got to take bus there as there seems to have bus to city hall, so went to took it, but the bus was too crowded and could not get in, so have to wait for the next bus. However, the next bus make us wait very long that we decide to take bus to mrt so that we can take train to city hall faster. Meet shari and en at the raffles city shopping centre and then walk to the suntec. Boon was late cos he has to go home to get changed. -_-''. ( Fancy a guy asking three gals to wait loh.)

First, we went to the comex IT show, it was fully packed and a lot of things to see. Feel that you are in Sim Lim Square cause there are people giving out flyers from the enterance to the exit loh! Managed to get to seesome of the slimest and lightest laptop and also unknown brand laptop which is both cheap and light. (dunno is true a not). After that went to level 6 for the food fair, though the food fair ad seems so appealing with a lot of unique dishes or stuff u dun get to see daily, in a whole, just quite common loh. The most unique food i seen for the day should be the apple chips, the person selling say that it is not deep fried, however was air dry loh. And it is so crispy and have a taste of sweetness loh. Regret didnt buy on that day cos i ask mum if they want to try , she say no. Boon treat shari and i a bowl of shark fin's haha, dunno buy there is to make up for his lateness or really want to treat us hehe ( guess only he knows it himself loh.) Went home quite late and both dear and mum were worried. (* dear, sorry about it)

Guess that is all for friday loh... Saturday has been slacking the whole day with mum around the house, all you can hear is her voice haha. Dear went straight to cck to his grandparent's house to see his grandparents, guess it's becos his mum is off and also want him to go up to see them cos after he went ns, all his weekend is either washing clothes or meeting me, so didnt really go up as often as last time. Plus he is vey filial loh, so must understand and let him do his stuff. (use to tie him down, haha) But now has learn to forgo some of his freedom back to him. Perhaps i've been very protective and want him all by myself ( so selfish of me, but come to think of it, feel like i like his mum, jealous about his doing, pei mi more than his mum, so i must not be like his mum from now on)

Yesterday was thinking of meeting him and make salad for him, but we didnt get to meet cos it was raining very heavily on both our areas and also his toes was on medication so dun want to come out. All those said above is not the main root of not meeting, but the main was that we quarrel before we were supposed to meet cause we feel that we cant meet when both all so pissed off and yet to cool down... Hai becos of that, cause us a whole week didnt meet le. We didnt mean to quarrel these days but maybe both are stressed (in ns and workplace) and we havenot been communicated well recently, that perhaps trigger and cause our communication to breakdown some more. Though now is solved, but i still hope that we will not quarrel anymore loh. Sick of quarreling. I think i have to control my temper nowadays too.. Sorry darling...

Friday's blues

I always like to combine two days' blog into one as i will only be writing my blog in the morning when i 'm in my office early. Like to blog in the morning as you know what has happen the whole day.

Let's talk about yesterday, has finally finished calling all the invitees for the WSD 2005 but i think we still have to call back or drop email to those who didnt reply to us or we haven get hold of them. I received a extremely very bad news from my dear, he is going to TAIWAN for training on his BIRTHDAY!!! When i hear about it, i was extremely sad as for this three years of being together, i have yet to celebrate his birthday on the day itself... Hai, for the first year will be becos we just stead for 2 months, his mum invite me to his birthday 'party' (actually more to family gathering), i was so pai seh that i decline no. Second year, his mum have chalet for him, again family one. Third year, he got to prepare for his A'level' so didnt celebrate, and now this happen hai. Really dunno what to do nor get what for him. Just feel that monetary will be the best as if he was given time to shop then can buy some local products back, BUT he MUST NOT go and FLIRT! Or he will get from me.

Last nite got a quarrel with him over the trip, so upset and i cried but he seems unaffected when i cried. hai i really dunno what to do.Just let the nature takes its course loh...

Dunno what to be done so have to faster tabulate before my so called supervisor come in loh....

Tuesday and wednesday's blog

Didnt have the time to get to write my blog as i have been very busy in the morning cos i have to tabulate the no. of calls that i have called out for the day together with my colleague, Andrew. So sian loh, see no siao le, then have to call back, and after that have to do the consolidation. Hai, even doing a telemarketing job is also so stressed.

Think tues nothing to talk about. Cos I have been doin the same old job loh, so sian but manage to call my dear and have a chat during the office hours (shhh...) haha... Anyway, yesterday (wed) is andrew last day, and i realise that yesterday i have been given a task (finally), dunno should be happy or not, cos i been taking over andrew's job to follow up sian...

My dear went back to the camp last nite, lose his cap that day when he book out, and when ask about his cap whether can find a not, the person in charge say that he cant have it even it is found, hai hear that both of us so sad cos the cap is i bought for him before he went ns and to mark the first bbq i went in his family's gathering. Guess that it will end the memories. However, lucky i have some of his photo with the cap loh. Tell him to buy a cap when he books out, and there will not be just one but two of them hehe (cos i also have loh :p)

Last nite very the sian loh, wanted to write things do in the log book but when take out, keep dragging the time and in the end went to watch tv and talked to my dear and shari and i have yet to update last week and this week. Think i have to update it by this week, by hook or by crook cos my LO is visiting us on the 8th sept, must show her by then.

Ok lah got to get back to work, really sian...

Monday...

Yesterday the whole day has been doing telemarketing. More or less the category has finished! Finally, more than 800+ of clients to call. Today can finally call other category, but still under telemarketing. Really very the sian loh, just when can i do other things. The log book given by school have to be updated daily, cant possibly write the same for everyday ma. Hai... Dunno lah, sick and tired of calling le, has been doing a week of that and nothing else...

Then took cab home with ren hui they all. I reached at the gate around 1810 with joanne, but they still not out yet so we wait and wait, wait till about 1825, then see them. By the time, joanne and i have been waiting impatiently. Poor joanne dun want to leave me alone, so pei me wait for them, in the end take her bus home late hai... Sorry.

Last nite manage to have a heart to heart talk with dear, cos recently we have been quarreling even with the smallest things. As we both dun want to quarrel anymore, we manage to talk thing out finally. Feel so relived after talking to him. At least now we know that what we are expecting from each other and what we can do about it to prevent it. It's a good thing for that. Last nite sleep quite early, has been slacking after IPP. Hehe keep saying that will go train for napfa but still haven haha. Ask dear to train me, he will be dead tired haha. Wanted to play squash with him.

*Dear, this is for you, I promise here thata what i say last night is true and i will be doing it for you only. So you have to accept it ok?

Outing with dear

Last night went to meet dear to go orchard. But he came late, make mi so angry hai, everytime like this one. So i act as if i didnt meet him then.Ignore him quite a while then when i saw him limping, so heart pain, then give in to him and forgive him loh. Hai he ah, dunno how to take care of himself one, always make me worry.

Went to Tangs to buy clothes (cos got voucher) but didnt get any, cos i was still angry with him that time and no mood to shop, plus the display is limited. Went to paragon, sit sit a while then we take bus to P.S cos he got free movie tickets and went to see the movie: Drink, drank, drunk @6.50pm. Think that is the first time that we watch movies in the evening, cos before he go ns, he got curfew, after ns, he everytime meet me on sunday, where he need to book in at 9 plus, so really didnt get to watch evening movies, haha. Last night like a very fresh idea of meeting in term of the food we eat, watch movies, cos nothing like this happen before. We shared a mini steamboat, warch evening movies and go shopping.

But sad thing happen before the show, his mum call him and ask why he went out as his foot is injured. but the funny thing is that he told his mum that he will be going out with me, and his mum still ask him to wear slipper to meet me, but just one nite his mum forget everything? hai. then dampen my mood, but dunno why he last night like very xi xin, keep asking how i am and sayang me, cos i'm very upset with his mum.

After the movie, he felt hungry, so we went to KFC to eat our "supper" . Then his mum called him, but he didnt answer then she called my hp, i just passed to him cos i dun want to listen to her voice nor want to talk and thinks that she is looking for my bf so might as well ask him to answer. He say he will go fetch her, which we both agreed despite this is wat we dun want, but we just dun want to upset her and later she not happy with our relation then will do something about it which we dun want it to happen. What can we do other than give in? I dunno. Hai sian.

Today, dear need not book in (cos booking in on wed), now at home sleeping, but hope he rest well cos last week he didnt really sleep at all so let him sleep. Hope he will call me later! Tata

Weekends here!

Weekend finally here le. Meaning i can get to meet my darling le. But he tonight going to march 32 kilometres tonight as his graduation march, going to march the whole nite and about 8 hours... Hai cant talk to me again le. Now in the office slacking later then call clients. been doin the same things for 1 week lei, so sian. Hai the calling out is killing me and this stupid computer still hang when i was about to finish my blog just now. Make me have to re-write again sian.... hai

Last nite went out with shari to J8 for dinner and also go shopping with her there. Went to eat long john silver, eat the grilled fish that costs $6.90 with rice and 2 side dishes but no drinks. :( so expensive... now poor le ma. just bought rings for darling and i mah to mark the third anniversary together. (now both of us are poor haha)

After that went shopping and saw james lye! (my idol from last time) He didnt change much from that time in mediacorp, still as handsome as always but only married. haha. Quite handsome loh, manage to catch a glimpse of him, haha crazy le. Below are some photo of him that i found in the internet loh. hehe.






Think this 3 the nicest.

Ok got to work le. hai... Update later

first day of 3rd year anniversary!

Finally 3rd year! Really! Last nite, dear finally came back from jungle. Though didnt talk much on the phone, but i'm contented enough just to hear his voice. He sound very tired and has been washing his uniform from 9 to 11 pm and after that then call me. I was half asleep at that point of time but when i receive his call so happy that i wake up to answer though a while later back to square ( drowsy, sleepy mode). Hehe, however he understand and as i also want him to sleep early, think we hang up in less than 10 minutes.

Haha, and there is one funny thing is that i think shari called after that and i dunno how i answered the call without any impressions then just all a sudden, i just wake up talk to her a while and fall back to sleep again. Wahaha. Think becos last nite stomach ache plus not fully recovered so sleep early again.

This morning so fed up. My dad wake my sis up around 6.20am, but instead, she keep on sleeping, and wake up till i called her. Nevermind, but she ah bath so long till 6.50am, then i so pissed off that i scolded her. My mum heard it and scold me instead of her. Say what, i can wake up first, brush teeth and then wake for her to finish bathing. Wah, cant she faster bath and then i wake up then brush my teeth do all my stuff? Why my mum so biased one? Everytime say she biased, she say no, treat us equally, but did she? No loh, not at all, always side my sis. What an irritating sis i have, and she everytime try to act cute in front of the adults, so disgusting! 12 years old le still act cute, come to think of it makes me puke!

Now here in the office only got 3 people and it is so quiet think perhaps is that the radio is yet to be on and hence so quiet. Now also very tired and sleepy, cos the air con here now is cooling haha. Ok lah, hai need to do work again le. Think tonight meet shari eat a better dinner. Tonight got to rush the ppt for my dear, hasn't touch for a week hehe. Tata...

3rd anniversary!

Today is my dear and I 3rd anniversary being together... Finally, has been waiting for this day very long. Hope that there will still be more to come by. But sadly, today cant meet him cause he is still in the jungle, BUT he is going back to his camp by this afternoon(hopefully), then he can call me and chat tonight. Miss him like crazy...

Now in the office all by myself ( for my dept only), so sian. Today will be doing the same thing like yesterday: calling out. so sian, just an update, yesterday call around 100 but only 8 are going to the WSD, -_-'' sian... haha. hope today can call more and more will be going then! Also hope that today can finish two category with members less than 40 each bah. Kambate!

Tues: Telemarketing

Hai after a long work in the office, now is about time to knock off le. Yeah! have been feeling sick the whole day. First came to work, with whole body ache, then at 10 plus got slight fever till now, but feeling better le, no longer body ache le. Hmm... the funny thing is that the medicine i took is suppose to make me drowsy and like trembling for the whole body (due to past experience eating the same type of medicine), however, instead of feeling that way, i feel more energized haha. Think the medicine n i are going crazy, cos i hardly sick, when sick then very sick haha.

Today managed to call out 100 invitees for my dept's upcoming event (World Standards Day). Still have a script to follow loh, like this is xxx calling on behalf of World Standards Day Event Registration, may i speak to yyy. Haha instead of follow everything, i didnt cos it will feel so fake loh as it's like u are reading from the script. Then i think i speak quite loud but they still cant hear me, dunno is i really speak too soft or their ears got problems, wahaha.

Think later going home sure head for the bed or maybe bath first before eating dinner, cos i like deadly tired loh. My mum still even say if later too sick take cab home. Hope to do that so that can go home early, but too expensive and then i need to save up $$$ cos send quite a bomb in the rings and think i still owe my aunt (dunno is 100 or 150 loh. hai, must hurry clear up the debts so that can save more money : )

Ok lah think that's it for today tata. Going to dream for my dear loh.( He has been in the jungle since yesterday, then now sick dun have him by my side, i so ke lian sob sob, dear miss you so much. Hope he come back safe and sound, and hopefully without wounds. Since he went NS till now, a lot of wounds are gathering in his body loh, see le so xin tong hai.)

Monday blues

This is suppose to write yesterday, but after lunch, supervisor asked us to see him and we were assigned to do something. I was suppose to do telemarketing tomolo (which is today) hai... they all very good seems that there are plentiful of numbers for me to call for this week. Hope that the deadline will be this friday or perhaps next week. hehe (Praying hard and keep my fingers crossed.)

Today also help joanne with her stuff. I very the lousy loh, have to find 6 star hotels, when i dun even know which hotels are six-star haha. Then in the end still have to give joanne to continue with my mess in order to finish her part loh. Sorry , joanne :p

Been busy after lunch was much more better than slacking loh, today also do a bit of telemarketing loh. But hor, later have to do more than just that, still have a script to follow -_-''. Been very sick last nitre now feeling more worse, whole body ache, and to think i still go tution last nite. Trying to be yin xiong(hero) but later become gou xiong (panda) loh hehe...

Think that's it for yesterday stuff, later got time then write today's blog loh. Signing off.

My last date with darling before 3rd anniversary

This is suppose to write it last night, but too shargged le so didnt write haha. Now have to recall what happen last nite hehe, maybe i should copy from my dear and mine shared blog bah. Faster and some more almost the same hehe. Here it goes...

"Yesterday meet my darling at 3 plus at bishan. So unlucky loh, raining so heavily and when I walk to the bus stop, the bus just ran off without me -_-??. Then I hail a cab and get in to meet my darling soon so that he will not have to wait for me long and can accomopany him a bit more. My cab overtook the bus but as I cant alight at the bus stop, I alight at the taxi stand which is further than the bus stop, so by the time I walk there, dear gave me a shocked look like: Where you pop out from wahaha? so funny!

After that we go walk walk in J8 a while, I asked my dear to buy the earrings that I like when going out with shari they all on Saturday and asked him to buy for me, cause it is a bit expensive haha?. Then after that we went to the opposite store which is the bits and pieces to buy couple rings, wanted it for so long haha? Finally managed to get it. Bought two for $70 and free engraving. Use the money we both save to buy rather than he pays all (I think like that more meaningful or else we save money together for what. Hehe Love him a lot, muack.
Went to Lavender after that as he has to get back his uniform, went to saw something, haha dunno what it is call but know what it is, hehe. Go eat chi ma hu, then tell him ou xuan go there eat before, his whole eyes brightened up, makes me so jealous, haha no lah kidding.

Took bus to Tiong Bahru cause later he needs to go home early to pack his stuff, booking in later hai.. sob sob so fast have to go in again? Went to eat the McDonalds, cause dear wants to eat fast food then I want to try the new sauces offer for the nuggets. Quite nice in fact, after that shop a while, while waiting at the bus saw my friend andy then dear like so pissed and jealous cause I hit andy haha? jealous boy. Arrive at the bus interchange, darling?s bus come le but he didn?t want to board it cause he dun want to leave me alone there, but I assure him and he board the bus. He faster gave me a call when he was on the bus to tell me that my bus is coming, so silly of him haha. Throughout the journey so sian, cause having slight headache and the comic he lends me is very boring cause the storyline is almost the same as another comic call love hina. So see le very sian ?

Reach home around 9pm, give him a miss cal slack around and then go bath, haha me so lazy. He calls me when he reaches pasir ris and chat only a while. Lucily, shari call me and chat a while or I will be bored to death haha. After that I waited for him till 11 plus cause he reach there late while waiting for him read his comic. Starting was boring but after that was ok so keeps on reading.

Sian, my dear going to jungle again for the next three days he will be in the jungle so that means for the next few days wont be able to talk to him nor hear his voice sob sob.

Weekends here!

Finally the first weekend for the week is here. Happy for 2 things: 1. my dear is coming back from tekong yeah! can meet soon, 2. is that attachment in cityneon has stopped 2 days, need not face the computer blankly, slacking or rotting there haha...

Today met shari and huai en to go to bishan J8 to buy bag for work and some clothes from giodarno since can wear semi formal to work. Meet around 130, shopped around till five plus. Bought alot of things: 1.bag to bring to work, clothes from giodarno, 3. earrings from 77th streets, 4. FX creation wallet for my dear at SEIYU, 5. a gift box to contain gifts for my dear, and lastly bought my favourite brand of hotdogs home hehe...

Quite a fruitful trip but also spend alot of $$$, think got around $50-60 bah, hai within half a day nearly, 1/4 of my monthly allowances are gone... sob sob.

At nite, quarrel again with my dear, hai, dunno what happen has be quarreling even after the smallest thing, hai. Think i got to change my attitude and treat him better. Must try and learn to be more understanding in his shoes. know that he is tired in the camp, want to understand his situation , but whenever know that he cant really pei me, i will feel so angry cos i feel that he did not did his part as a bf. But now come to think of it think is my fault totally. Is i dunno how to liang jie him instead of the other way round loh.

Sorry darling, to not understand what u have been through in the camp and keep on quarreling with u and blame u for everything. sorry... Fogive me can? Muacks... Love u

A boring day...

Now at this moment, i am in my workplace at cityneon holdings. ( Finish the sem 1 of year 3 le, waiting for results out - next mth) Today is the third day of the attachment, and till now i still doing nothing in particular in related to my department. Having been slacking for the past 3 days. Have not help out in for the HR department, think i have already drop dead...

Cant play online games, msn blocked by the company, nothing to do, cant even watch my flash comic cos dun support. And to make the thing worse, their company's computers are still living in the 90s , having window 98! hai, what a sian day it is.... Just wish that time will fly fast each day when we got nothing to do at all...

Last nite, quarrel with my dear, till now i still sad and angry with him, dunno is we dun understand what each other is going thru, or we are simply too short tempered, resulting we keep quarreling, even the smallest thing. hai... Just feel that, we have start to distant ever he went to NS and i have started my year 3... It's been hard for him to cope in a new environment away from home, but what about me? I too coping but instead of environment, it is the studies, the modules... hai... So much to say but dunno where to start.

First day of blog...

I finally started to write my blog, and had completely abandon the blog that i shared with my dear. Think the reason i decide to create a new blog is becos the attchment is driving me crazy, not becos works are piling up, instead, is the slackingness that are driving me crzy, and cant also play games hai. In a company slacking while seeing people busy working and stressed. haha I still envy shari they all as they got work loh... hehe...