Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Monday...

Yesterday the whole day has been doing telemarketing. More or less the category has finished! Finally, more than 800+ of clients to call. Today can finally call other category, but still under telemarketing. Really very the sian loh, just when can i do other things. The log book given by school have to be updated daily, cant possibly write the same for everyday ma. Hai... Dunno lah, sick and tired of calling le, has been doing a week of that and nothing else...

Then took cab home with ren hui they all. I reached at the gate around 1810 with joanne, but they still not out yet so we wait and wait, wait till about 1825, then see them. By the time, joanne and i have been waiting impatiently. Poor joanne dun want to leave me alone, so pei me wait for them, in the end take her bus home late hai... Sorry.

Last nite manage to have a heart to heart talk with dear, cos recently we have been quarreling even with the smallest things. As we both dun want to quarrel anymore, we manage to talk thing out finally. Feel so relived after talking to him. At least now we know that what we are expecting from each other and what we can do about it to prevent it. It's a good thing for that. Last nite sleep quite early, has been slacking after IPP. Hehe keep saying that will go train for napfa but still haven haha. Ask dear to train me, he will be dead tired haha. Wanted to play squash with him.

*Dear, this is for you, I promise here thata what i say last night is true and i will be doing it for you only. So you have to accept it ok?

Monday, August 29, 2005

Outing with dear

Last night went to meet dear to go orchard. But he came late, make mi so angry hai, everytime like this one. So i act as if i didnt meet him then.Ignore him quite a while then when i saw him limping, so heart pain, then give in to him and forgive him loh. Hai he ah, dunno how to take care of himself one, always make me worry.

Went to Tangs to buy clothes (cos got voucher) but didnt get any, cos i was still angry with him that time and no mood to shop, plus the display is limited. Went to paragon, sit sit a while then we take bus to P.S cos he got free movie tickets and went to see the movie: Drink, drank, drunk @6.50pm. Think that is the first time that we watch movies in the evening, cos before he go ns, he got curfew, after ns, he everytime meet me on sunday, where he need to book in at 9 plus, so really didnt get to watch evening movies, haha. Last night like a very fresh idea of meeting in term of the food we eat, watch movies, cos nothing like this happen before. We shared a mini steamboat, warch evening movies and go shopping.

But sad thing happen before the show, his mum call him and ask why he went out as his foot is injured. but the funny thing is that he told his mum that he will be going out with me, and his mum still ask him to wear slipper to meet me, but just one nite his mum forget everything? hai. then dampen my mood, but dunno why he last night like very xi xin, keep asking how i am and sayang me, cos i'm very upset with his mum.

After the movie, he felt hungry, so we went to KFC to eat our "supper" . Then his mum called him, but he didnt answer then she called my hp, i just passed to him cos i dun want to listen to her voice nor want to talk and thinks that she is looking for my bf so might as well ask him to answer. He say he will go fetch her, which we both agreed despite this is wat we dun want, but we just dun want to upset her and later she not happy with our relation then will do something about it which we dun want it to happen. What can we do other than give in? I dunno. Hai sian.

Today, dear need not book in (cos booking in on wed), now at home sleeping, but hope he rest well cos last week he didnt really sleep at all so let him sleep. Hope he will call me later! Tata

Friday, August 26, 2005

Weekends here!

Weekend finally here le. Meaning i can get to meet my darling le. But he tonight going to march 32 kilometres tonight as his graduation march, going to march the whole nite and about 8 hours... Hai cant talk to me again le. Now in the office slacking later then call clients. been doin the same things for 1 week lei, so sian. Hai the calling out is killing me and this stupid computer still hang when i was about to finish my blog just now. Make me have to re-write again sian.... hai

Last nite went out with shari to J8 for dinner and also go shopping with her there. Went to eat long john silver, eat the grilled fish that costs $6.90 with rice and 2 side dishes but no drinks. :( so expensive... now poor le ma. just bought rings for darling and i mah to mark the third anniversary together. (now both of us are poor haha)

After that went shopping and saw james lye! (my idol from last time) He didnt change much from that time in mediacorp, still as handsome as always but only married. haha. Quite handsome loh, manage to catch a glimpse of him, haha crazy le. Below are some photo of him that i found in the internet loh. hehe.






Think this 3 the nicest.

Ok got to work le. hai... Update later

Thursday, August 25, 2005

first day of 3rd year anniversary!

Finally 3rd year! Really! Last nite, dear finally came back from jungle. Though didnt talk much on the phone, but i'm contented enough just to hear his voice. He sound very tired and has been washing his uniform from 9 to 11 pm and after that then call me. I was half asleep at that point of time but when i receive his call so happy that i wake up to answer though a while later back to square ( drowsy, sleepy mode). Hehe, however he understand and as i also want him to sleep early, think we hang up in less than 10 minutes.

Haha, and there is one funny thing is that i think shari called after that and i dunno how i answered the call without any impressions then just all a sudden, i just wake up talk to her a while and fall back to sleep again. Wahaha. Think becos last nite stomach ache plus not fully recovered so sleep early again.

This morning so fed up. My dad wake my sis up around 6.20am, but instead, she keep on sleeping, and wake up till i called her. Nevermind, but she ah bath so long till 6.50am, then i so pissed off that i scolded her. My mum heard it and scold me instead of her. Say what, i can wake up first, brush teeth and then wake for her to finish bathing. Wah, cant she faster bath and then i wake up then brush my teeth do all my stuff? Why my mum so biased one? Everytime say she biased, she say no, treat us equally, but did she? No loh, not at all, always side my sis. What an irritating sis i have, and she everytime try to act cute in front of the adults, so disgusting! 12 years old le still act cute, come to think of it makes me puke!

Now here in the office only got 3 people and it is so quiet think perhaps is that the radio is yet to be on and hence so quiet. Now also very tired and sleepy, cos the air con here now is cooling haha. Ok lah, hai need to do work again le. Think tonight meet shari eat a better dinner. Tonight got to rush the ppt for my dear, hasn't touch for a week hehe. Tata...

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

3rd anniversary!

Today is my dear and I 3rd anniversary being together... Finally, has been waiting for this day very long. Hope that there will still be more to come by. But sadly, today cant meet him cause he is still in the jungle, BUT he is going back to his camp by this afternoon(hopefully), then he can call me and chat tonight. Miss him like crazy...

Now in the office all by myself ( for my dept only), so sian. Today will be doing the same thing like yesterday: calling out. so sian, just an update, yesterday call around 100 but only 8 are going to the WSD, -_-'' sian... haha. hope today can call more and more will be going then! Also hope that today can finish two category with members less than 40 each bah. Kambate!

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Tues: Telemarketing

Hai after a long work in the office, now is about time to knock off le. Yeah! have been feeling sick the whole day. First came to work, with whole body ache, then at 10 plus got slight fever till now, but feeling better le, no longer body ache le. Hmm... the funny thing is that the medicine i took is suppose to make me drowsy and like trembling for the whole body (due to past experience eating the same type of medicine), however, instead of feeling that way, i feel more energized haha. Think the medicine n i are going crazy, cos i hardly sick, when sick then very sick haha.

Today managed to call out 100 invitees for my dept's upcoming event (World Standards Day). Still have a script to follow loh, like this is xxx calling on behalf of World Standards Day Event Registration, may i speak to yyy. Haha instead of follow everything, i didnt cos it will feel so fake loh as it's like u are reading from the script. Then i think i speak quite loud but they still cant hear me, dunno is i really speak too soft or their ears got problems, wahaha.

Think later going home sure head for the bed or maybe bath first before eating dinner, cos i like deadly tired loh. My mum still even say if later too sick take cab home. Hope to do that so that can go home early, but too expensive and then i need to save up $$$ cos send quite a bomb in the rings and think i still owe my aunt (dunno is 100 or 150 loh. hai, must hurry clear up the debts so that can save more money : )

Ok lah think that's it for today tata. Going to dream for my dear loh.( He has been in the jungle since yesterday, then now sick dun have him by my side, i so ke lian sob sob, dear miss you so much. Hope he come back safe and sound, and hopefully without wounds. Since he went NS till now, a lot of wounds are gathering in his body loh, see le so xin tong hai.)

Monday blues

This is suppose to write yesterday, but after lunch, supervisor asked us to see him and we were assigned to do something. I was suppose to do telemarketing tomolo (which is today) hai... they all very good seems that there are plentiful of numbers for me to call for this week. Hope that the deadline will be this friday or perhaps next week. hehe (Praying hard and keep my fingers crossed.)

Today also help joanne with her stuff. I very the lousy loh, have to find 6 star hotels, when i dun even know which hotels are six-star haha. Then in the end still have to give joanne to continue with my mess in order to finish her part loh. Sorry , joanne :p

Been busy after lunch was much more better than slacking loh, today also do a bit of telemarketing loh. But hor, later have to do more than just that, still have a script to follow -_-''. Been very sick last nitre now feeling more worse, whole body ache, and to think i still go tution last nite. Trying to be yin xiong(hero) but later become gou xiong (panda) loh hehe...

Think that's it for yesterday stuff, later got time then write today's blog loh. Signing off.

Monday, August 22, 2005

My last date with darling before 3rd anniversary

This is suppose to write it last night, but too shargged le so didnt write haha. Now have to recall what happen last nite hehe, maybe i should copy from my dear and mine shared blog bah. Faster and some more almost the same hehe. Here it goes...

"Yesterday meet my darling at 3 plus at bishan. So unlucky loh, raining so heavily and when I walk to the bus stop, the bus just ran off without me -_-??. Then I hail a cab and get in to meet my darling soon so that he will not have to wait for me long and can accomopany him a bit more. My cab overtook the bus but as I cant alight at the bus stop, I alight at the taxi stand which is further than the bus stop, so by the time I walk there, dear gave me a shocked look like: Where you pop out from wahaha? so funny!

After that we go walk walk in J8 a while, I asked my dear to buy the earrings that I like when going out with shari they all on Saturday and asked him to buy for me, cause it is a bit expensive haha?. Then after that we went to the opposite store which is the bits and pieces to buy couple rings, wanted it for so long haha? Finally managed to get it. Bought two for $70 and free engraving. Use the money we both save to buy rather than he pays all (I think like that more meaningful or else we save money together for what. Hehe Love him a lot, muack.
Went to Lavender after that as he has to get back his uniform, went to saw something, haha dunno what it is call but know what it is, hehe. Go eat chi ma hu, then tell him ou xuan go there eat before, his whole eyes brightened up, makes me so jealous, haha no lah kidding.

Took bus to Tiong Bahru cause later he needs to go home early to pack his stuff, booking in later hai.. sob sob so fast have to go in again? Went to eat the McDonalds, cause dear wants to eat fast food then I want to try the new sauces offer for the nuggets. Quite nice in fact, after that shop a while, while waiting at the bus saw my friend andy then dear like so pissed and jealous cause I hit andy haha? jealous boy. Arrive at the bus interchange, darling?s bus come le but he didn?t want to board it cause he dun want to leave me alone there, but I assure him and he board the bus. He faster gave me a call when he was on the bus to tell me that my bus is coming, so silly of him haha. Throughout the journey so sian, cause having slight headache and the comic he lends me is very boring cause the storyline is almost the same as another comic call love hina. So see le very sian ?

Reach home around 9pm, give him a miss cal slack around and then go bath, haha me so lazy. He calls me when he reaches pasir ris and chat only a while. Lucily, shari call me and chat a while or I will be bored to death haha. After that I waited for him till 11 plus cause he reach there late while waiting for him read his comic. Starting was boring but after that was ok so keeps on reading.

Sian, my dear going to jungle again for the next three days he will be in the jungle so that means for the next few days wont be able to talk to him nor hear his voice sob sob.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Weekends here!

Finally the first weekend for the week is here. Happy for 2 things: 1. my dear is coming back from tekong yeah! can meet soon, 2. is that attachment in cityneon has stopped 2 days, need not face the computer blankly, slacking or rotting there haha...

Today met shari and huai en to go to bishan J8 to buy bag for work and some clothes from giodarno since can wear semi formal to work. Meet around 130, shopped around till five plus. Bought alot of things: 1.bag to bring to work, clothes from giodarno, 3. earrings from 77th streets, 4. FX creation wallet for my dear at SEIYU, 5. a gift box to contain gifts for my dear, and lastly bought my favourite brand of hotdogs home hehe...

Quite a fruitful trip but also spend alot of $$$, think got around $50-60 bah, hai within half a day nearly, 1/4 of my monthly allowances are gone... sob sob.

At nite, quarrel again with my dear, hai, dunno what happen has be quarreling even after the smallest thing, hai. Think i got to change my attitude and treat him better. Must try and learn to be more understanding in his shoes. know that he is tired in the camp, want to understand his situation , but whenever know that he cant really pei me, i will feel so angry cos i feel that he did not did his part as a bf. But now come to think of it think is my fault totally. Is i dunno how to liang jie him instead of the other way round loh.

Sorry darling, to not understand what u have been through in the camp and keep on quarreling with u and blame u for everything. sorry... Fogive me can? Muacks... Love u

Friday, August 19, 2005

A boring day...

Now at this moment, i am in my workplace at cityneon holdings. ( Finish the sem 1 of year 3 le, waiting for results out - next mth) Today is the third day of the attachment, and till now i still doing nothing in particular in related to my department. Having been slacking for the past 3 days. Have not help out in for the HR department, think i have already drop dead...
Cant play online games, msn blocked by the company, nothing to do, cant even watch my flash comic cos dun support. And to make the thing worse, their company's computers are still living in the 90s , having window 98! hai, what a sian day it is.... Just wish that time will fly fast each day when we got nothing to do at all...
Last nite, quarrel with my dear, till now i still sad and angry with him, dunno is we dun understand what each other is going thru, or we are simply too short tempered, resulting we keep quarreling, even the smallest thing. hai... Just feel that, we have start to distant ever he went to NS and i have started my year 3... It's been hard for him to cope in a new environment away from home, but what about me? I too coping but instead of environment, it is the studies, the modules... hai... So much to say but dunno where to start.

First day of blog...

I finally started to write my blog, and had completely abandon the blog that i shared with my dear. Think the reason i decide to create a new blog is becos the attchment is driving me crazy, not becos works are piling up, instead, is the slackingness that are driving me crzy, and cant also play games hai. In a company slacking while seeing people busy working and stressed. haha I still envy shari they all as they got work loh... hehe...