Tomolo is supposed to be a special day for me and dear but i dun think so now as we have quarrelled this morning and have been on 'cold war' since then. to think that i specially take a off from my work and thought will be celebrating with him but forget it.... just thinking and talking about it piss me off. Hai.
anyway, i didnt realise that i have been looking at ppl's blog for more than one hour plus, really what a way to waste my time =x
need to be reading up and studying what i have been studying for the past 2 weeks, yes it has been already 2 weeks but what i have learn in this 2 weeks seems like more than what i learn usually in the past -_-''
have to start to buck up and have more time for my studies as all lecturers have alerted and warned us not just once but alot of time that year 3 that wont be a supp paper for any module. fail means fail. wth... hai have to buck up.
sometimes i use to think if i really getting useless and helpless about my studies. i'm not llike what i used to be in the past, will study and will not fail or even think of deferring from exam but it seems like i'm getting the idea that i'm not cut to be student hai. pressure is piling up and it's so hard to get rid. results have proven what it takes. and i wonder why though some feel tat i study more or got the study look will fail modeul when those who dun seems or like to study never fail at all. though they may pass but is still a pass but my result fail is alw a FAIL! hai
dun feel like blogging at all... how i wish there is a device where they can record what you say and translate it into words without the need to type =p
tata
going to watch my itzura na kiss and do my project and after that is ds time! yipiee!
*ps i was damn piss that i got my game overwrite by an old data.
wth -_-''
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
3rd day of the new term...
Today just had my 3rd lesson for my yr 3 term 2 and guess what, it seems like i am in either a seminar or likely in a research class as the module(about international biz) become so professional and so real in that sense that what my lecturer is so history and happen in now in the current situation. hehe. and i must pei fu him as he can remenber his fact and figures so clearly (wonder if it is true hehe) but he seem so knowledgable and makes me so knowledgableafter his class and also make me feels so stress as i have to prepare alot for this module and know the current happenings well as wat lect says was it is tested on the current affairs. hai. sian sian stress....
Since the start of school i have been spending $$ le, bought an international bk for $65.50, need to pay for my phone bill nearly $100 and i dunno why so expensive sob sob. still have to spend money for chalets all that. really money not enough!!! ( though i haven watch it yet =( )
have been very tired and lethagic since the start of sch and i guesss i will feel better i hope so....
came back from work just, dunno why today so many patients and it drag till 9.30 pm =( cant rest early. now damn tired but i have to go bath and do my jap hw to submit tml sobs sobs ....
want to zzz.....
but how to.....
help me........
Since the start of school i have been spending $$ le, bought an international bk for $65.50, need to pay for my phone bill nearly $100 and i dunno why so expensive sob sob. still have to spend money for chalets all that. really money not enough!!! ( though i haven watch it yet =( )
have been very tired and lethagic since the start of sch and i guesss i will feel better i hope so....
came back from work just, dunno why today so many patients and it drag till 9.30 pm =( cant rest early. now damn tired but i have to go bath and do my jap hw to submit tml sobs sobs ....
want to zzz.....
but how to.....
help me........
Thursday, August 07, 2008
1 month later....
I guess i have missed my jlpt class for a month (4 lessons) and to think that i have spent a bomb on it but wat i learn there are disappointing, is just worksheets and practices and going thru at the end of the day. i dunno how effective it is and how well i can make it thru this yr jlpt. going to register with my jap fren tml though i can register from sch but i scare that they will know how much u score and grade u so hence, change my mind hehe. play safe. i scare i cant make it to it again which i hope not as i dun want the $ and the time spent on it go down to the drain hence must jia you. what's more the exam is after my uni exam in late nov and i wonder how am i going to cope again hai. have to start now i guess. no matter how not-motivated i am have to try then... sob sob.
cant even have a good rest during my break and not only got to work but the period has come to pay me a visit. wth make me so sick for the first few days hai.
now slacking, dun feel like going to work later as i haven finish my hw. alw drag to last min and have no mood in doin hai sian....
p.s. i can go to sch last wk but i pon cos haven finish hw. wat a lame execuse.... shhh....
cant even have a good rest during my break and not only got to work but the period has come to pay me a visit. wth make me so sick for the first few days hai.
now slacking, dun feel like going to work later as i haven finish my hw. alw drag to last min and have no mood in doin hai sian....
p.s. i can go to sch last wk but i pon cos haven finish hw. wat a lame execuse.... shhh....
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
DS on the way... yippie!
Left about 5 more days to starting on school hai haven been enjoying yet have to start school soon sob sob =(
Redang trip is cancelled and we have change to 3 days 2 nites instead as andy and gf for some reason not going, then my bf cant go and hear from boon that the season may have monsoon hence cancelled and change to chalet instead. Though still in spore, but just hope tat it canbe enjoyable after all i feel that the thing is that we get to be together and enjoy our times! Having not been able to meet up alw hence it would be a good time to get together and enjoy! Looking forward to it!
Has been delaying on buying DS since before exam till now. Initially thought of not buying cos over a certain time was crazy over it but it die off, but the interest to it came back after a month later and then have been trying to get hold on it. initially strike a deal on last sat with my fren's god bro but it backfired as he say tat he is unable to provide a good deal for me and hence i have to source other. finally, just confirm my order via a blog and will be collecting soon =) happy!
It costs me about 300 i guess (including warranty and casing) and it is bought by someone for me. hehe. Though it is not the color that i initially wanted ( light blue) but i have chosen metallic rose which i feel that i will grow to love the color and at most i replace it with the casing that i want hehe. guess will be collecting tomorrow or thurs, hopefully the earlier the better.
I know that it is not a big deal to own DS or PSP now cos it has been in the market for a long time, but to me it has a special meaning to me and it is so far the thing that i yearn so much. I dun usually have such yearn for stuff as brands or things to me is either have it or dun. haha....
hence looking forward for it!!!
=)
Redang trip is cancelled and we have change to 3 days 2 nites instead as andy and gf for some reason not going, then my bf cant go and hear from boon that the season may have monsoon hence cancelled and change to chalet instead. Though still in spore, but just hope tat it canbe enjoyable after all i feel that the thing is that we get to be together and enjoy our times! Having not been able to meet up alw hence it would be a good time to get together and enjoy! Looking forward to it!
Has been delaying on buying DS since before exam till now. Initially thought of not buying cos over a certain time was crazy over it but it die off, but the interest to it came back after a month later and then have been trying to get hold on it. initially strike a deal on last sat with my fren's god bro but it backfired as he say tat he is unable to provide a good deal for me and hence i have to source other. finally, just confirm my order via a blog and will be collecting soon =) happy!
It costs me about 300 i guess (including warranty and casing) and it is bought by someone for me. hehe. Though it is not the color that i initially wanted ( light blue) but i have chosen metallic rose which i feel that i will grow to love the color and at most i replace it with the casing that i want hehe. guess will be collecting tomorrow or thurs, hopefully the earlier the better.
I know that it is not a big deal to own DS or PSP now cos it has been in the market for a long time, but to me it has a special meaning to me and it is so far the thing that i yearn so much. I dun usually have such yearn for stuff as brands or things to me is either have it or dun. haha....
hence looking forward for it!!!
=)
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