Very fast is already month end and it means that i'm getting my pay and going to spend it! Ya spend it for transport, pay off my bills and cpf and left nothing else not even saving. hai. this has been going on for a year( since i start my uni) and i have been thinking if i have done the right thing of studyin full time instead of part time as part time not only got monthly salary that can save and spend but also gradually pay off the uni fee which my frens are doing. So by the end of the uni, they will have to just pay back to their parents perhaps few thousand remaining and nothing else, but for me, is another case.. I have calculated, by the end of my uni, i will have an outstanding of perhaps SGD $25,000! and maybe more as my parent loan me the money and have to pay hai.
Whatever i'm earning now is to meet my daily needs and monthly needs for payments and NOT saving hai. Alot to write always but when it comes to typing, it tires me out... Tons of things to say yet type only few para hai. next time i should really buy a PDA or Tablet PC so i can treat it as writing rather than typing. feel like i love writing than typing.
Tomolo will be 3rd week of school and kind of still slacking which i shouldnt do it yet i did, hai. Seems to be breaking promise set for myself , and forgeting the bad memory that i did not wan to repeat again. Mind is turning slow, memory is failing and i hate myself this way. Memory becoming damn short, cant remenber wat i say 30 seconds ago. hai maybe need to check my brain see if any problems. hai.
Going to pay for nearly 600 plus of money on jap, for both pre advance and jlpt preparatory course. but with my brain like that, started to worry hai. dunno just let the nature takes its course.
been very tired recently, perhaps that my sat has been burn since i went back to work at the bookshop and i have to not only manage 3 jobs but 2 studies as well, leaving little time for myself hai. hope that i can plan my time well and relax. actually feel less stress compare with last week so should be a good sign, have to buck up and do my best.
getting tired of typing, signing off then.
Jya ne
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Start of the new month: April
Just went to see one of my ex classmate's blog. Though she and i are not that close but feel happy for her as she has just uploaded her new born baby's photo so cute really happy for her and congratulations to her and her baby.
Time flies, today is already the second day of April. and if i'm able to go japan with my jap frens, i think i have already reach there yesterday afternoon le. sob sob... miss the chance, so sad. hai.
After exam my life hasn't change much as before and i think i will be more busy as i got another job, at where my aunt is working at the clinic and the doctor is my family doctor! Quite funny and confused feelings cos i have been the doc's patient and now becomes his staff haha. not bad quite fun for the first day on mon. colleagues are friendly and helpful though only 2 of them plus 1 is my cousin really can learn alot so ok, i think is better than f&b cos f&bno doubt you will be exposed to interacting with cust, but nth more is learn other than that, unless you are the in charge or cashiering all that. so no offends to those working in f&b industry cos i work before too, just my view towards it now.
What bothers me now is my bookshop job, dun feel like going back to work cos:
1. pay too low
2. lot of things to do
3. dun think will get pay rise
4. need to work long hours then more pay
5. boss seems to be stingy lately haha
above are 5 big reasons that i dun wan to work there, but working there also got its ' good, i get to know more things abt early childhood, time is flexible and relaxing when no cust around. but it seems like cant weigh over the bads haha so hai confused. dunno how to reject the offer then is good. thought of workin for her on sat but i feel that i wont be able to have time to study and i just hope can pass for all exam taken earlier this week cos i dun wan the same old bad memory and habits reviving again hai. hence have to plan well.
decided this is wat i am going to do after my 2 weeks break and when new term starts.
here goes:
Mon to fri mornings - work for uncle
Mon to fri afternoon - school time (follow most unchanged schedule)
Mon, Wed and fri nites - clinic
if plus bookshop then sat - bookshop
SUN - JAP CLASS
again my week are fully packed and i'm desperate for $$$. hai
trying to save up to buy DS and money for my sept trip (though unplan) with poly frens but becos they work full time coughin out few hundreds will be much easier than me who earns barely to meet my monthly ends =(
Sleeping soon... tata
oyasumi nasai
Time flies, today is already the second day of April. and if i'm able to go japan with my jap frens, i think i have already reach there yesterday afternoon le. sob sob... miss the chance, so sad. hai.
After exam my life hasn't change much as before and i think i will be more busy as i got another job, at where my aunt is working at the clinic and the doctor is my family doctor! Quite funny and confused feelings cos i have been the doc's patient and now becomes his staff haha. not bad quite fun for the first day on mon. colleagues are friendly and helpful though only 2 of them plus 1 is my cousin really can learn alot so ok, i think is better than f&b cos f&bno doubt you will be exposed to interacting with cust, but nth more is learn other than that, unless you are the in charge or cashiering all that. so no offends to those working in f&b industry cos i work before too, just my view towards it now.
What bothers me now is my bookshop job, dun feel like going back to work cos:
1. pay too low
2. lot of things to do
3. dun think will get pay rise
4. need to work long hours then more pay
5. boss seems to be stingy lately haha
above are 5 big reasons that i dun wan to work there, but working there also got its ' good, i get to know more things abt early childhood, time is flexible and relaxing when no cust around. but it seems like cant weigh over the bads haha so hai confused. dunno how to reject the offer then is good. thought of workin for her on sat but i feel that i wont be able to have time to study and i just hope can pass for all exam taken earlier this week cos i dun wan the same old bad memory and habits reviving again hai. hence have to plan well.
decided this is wat i am going to do after my 2 weeks break and when new term starts.
here goes:
Mon to fri mornings - work for uncle
Mon to fri afternoon - school time (follow most unchanged schedule)
Mon, Wed and fri nites - clinic
if plus bookshop then sat - bookshop
SUN - JAP CLASS
again my week are fully packed and i'm desperate for $$$. hai
trying to save up to buy DS and money for my sept trip (though unplan) with poly frens but becos they work full time coughin out few hundreds will be much easier than me who earns barely to meet my monthly ends =(
Sleeping soon... tata
oyasumi nasai
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