Met up with dear yesterday to celebrate our anniversary. long time never celebrate and kind of looking forward to it. met him after my class which happens to be the last day of school before closing for exam break. went to PS to catch a show: Kungfu Panda. know it is a very old show but both of us still want to watch it cos received good reviews from frens. Not bad and quite funny haha. had a good laugh. after that just went window shopping and i bought a pair of slippers. nice colors as chosen by dear. he had a good taste after working in Robinson =p
dear surprise me by bringing me to couple lab and bought couple ring. cos he feel tat the old one like it said is already old and the design kind of faded, so it's time to get a new one. i treat the ring as one of the gifts for our 6th year anniversary (ya awaiting many more gifts to come haha). ya is very long. 6 years and i guess not a lot of people knew we had been very long. haha. but time had proved to us that we had withstand all obstacles . so happy love u muacks.
so we went window shopping, playing mario karts, shop at john little, daiso, couple lab. dinner went to ichiban sushi and the food was quite nice, filling and affordable. will try it again =)
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Tuesday blues
I just went for a haircut just now, trim my hair and cut more layers but my mum still think that it’s still long haha. Thought of cutting hair becos the weather is too hot, hair too heavy and I want to cut some hair to reduce my burden. Just like what they say: 三千烦恼思. Too many problems these days; with projects, homework, studying, work and relationship hai.
These days I dunno is becos I have been piling my feelings or I have changed or what. Hai feel so lost and isolated and no one to turn to but what to do. Forget it and get on with life. How they treat me I just bear with it. Things I hate most is being taken for granted and seems like a fool. Want to backstab or what say in front of me dun show me two side of you. You expect me to help you and when I need your help you turn your back against me, is it the way you ought to do? I’m sick of acting in front of you. Why cant I be the way I want to be. Just what you want me to do. I will try to learn to be smart and not be manipulated by you anymore. I’ve been truthful to you and this is what I get in the end, then fine. I got nothing to say and I will go with the flow then.
Now have to rush my assignment as I heard that one of my fren has completed her work and that’s so fast. Hai I have not do anything at all and I’m worried and panicking but nothing seems to go the way I wanted. Just what is happening to me, I’m lost hai. Been very tired these days and tends to get sleepy, perhaps my body is reaching its limit to my busy schedule hai. Didn’t even have the time to recover nor relax at all. Nothing seems to be helpful. Hai. Please give me more time and strength to get thru this period of time, though it may drag to year end.
The more I want the thing to do it my way, the worse it stray away from the course. What the hell hai.
Exams in 1 month’s time and I have done nothing,
AND I hope HISTORY WONT REPEAT ITSELF ANYMORE!!!
BYE TO HISTORY!!!
These days I dunno is becos I have been piling my feelings or I have changed or what. Hai feel so lost and isolated and no one to turn to but what to do. Forget it and get on with life. How they treat me I just bear with it. Things I hate most is being taken for granted and seems like a fool. Want to backstab or what say in front of me dun show me two side of you. You expect me to help you and when I need your help you turn your back against me, is it the way you ought to do? I’m sick of acting in front of you. Why cant I be the way I want to be. Just what you want me to do. I will try to learn to be smart and not be manipulated by you anymore. I’ve been truthful to you and this is what I get in the end, then fine. I got nothing to say and I will go with the flow then.
Now have to rush my assignment as I heard that one of my fren has completed her work and that’s so fast. Hai I have not do anything at all and I’m worried and panicking but nothing seems to go the way I wanted. Just what is happening to me, I’m lost hai. Been very tired these days and tends to get sleepy, perhaps my body is reaching its limit to my busy schedule hai. Didn’t even have the time to recover nor relax at all. Nothing seems to be helpful. Hai. Please give me more time and strength to get thru this period of time, though it may drag to year end.
The more I want the thing to do it my way, the worse it stray away from the course. What the hell hai.
Exams in 1 month’s time and I have done nothing,
AND I hope HISTORY WONT REPEAT ITSELF ANYMORE!!!
BYE TO HISTORY!!!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
random thoughts
long time nevr blog le but first
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUAI EN AND ENG HOW!!!
wish that you are stay happy and healthy and all your wishes come true!
=)
recently have been thinking alot about numbers.
Yes numbers, what do you think of numbers?
In my view, numbers show a no. of things like:
- money $$$
- age
- results
- weight
- seat no
- bus no and many more.
Think the numbers that revolve around me that are so sensitive are weight and results haha.
Well weight, everyone hope to be slim and have the weight they yearn for, well so do i, but just that i need to slim down, must exercise hah. Results for exams all that are also important as they indicated how well you perform, but no doubt, results that are bad does not mean that you never put in effort, but also becos of luck, on the paper and the cohort of the group taking the same exam. Well i got my results for last term and i fail one module Market research by 2 marks and tat piss me alot that's why i sound like tat. haha, dun want to think that i never put effort but true enough, i really didnt put in alot effort and that indeed impact and affect me alot hai.
but now trying to get over and have project to do and i dun seems to be getting anywhere. hai, and i quaarel with bf with things that i dun wan to talk about it.
i know it is my fault to lie, but telling you the truth didnt make me feel better and why cant u understand. hai tell you the truth you dun like, dun tell you and it makes me guilty, so is it really true that i should straight to your face.
Sorry is all i can say now and hope that u accept my sincere apologies.
sorry.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUAI EN AND ENG HOW!!!
wish that you are stay happy and healthy and all your wishes come true!
=)
recently have been thinking alot about numbers.
Yes numbers, what do you think of numbers?
In my view, numbers show a no. of things like:
- money $$$
- age
- results
- weight
- seat no
- bus no and many more.
Think the numbers that revolve around me that are so sensitive are weight and results haha.
Well weight, everyone hope to be slim and have the weight they yearn for, well so do i, but just that i need to slim down, must exercise hah. Results for exams all that are also important as they indicated how well you perform, but no doubt, results that are bad does not mean that you never put in effort, but also becos of luck, on the paper and the cohort of the group taking the same exam. Well i got my results for last term and i fail one module Market research by 2 marks and tat piss me alot that's why i sound like tat. haha, dun want to think that i never put effort but true enough, i really didnt put in alot effort and that indeed impact and affect me alot hai.
but now trying to get over and have project to do and i dun seems to be getting anywhere. hai, and i quaarel with bf with things that i dun wan to talk about it.
i know it is my fault to lie, but telling you the truth didnt make me feel better and why cant u understand. hai tell you the truth you dun like, dun tell you and it makes me guilty, so is it really true that i should straight to your face.
Sorry is all i can say now and hope that u accept my sincere apologies.
sorry.
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