45 things a girl wants but won't ask for

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hang out with her and your friends together.
11. Do smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say I love her more than you, deny it fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends it makes her feel loved.Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love youwhenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around thewaist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel abouther.One last thing you need to do to showher you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22 . Do tell her she is you’re everything -only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something wrong, it meansSHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KIN’DA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. DON'T LIE to HER.
27. DON'T CHEAT on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text message or call her in themorning and tell her have a good day atwork {or school}, and how much youMISS her.
30. Be there for her whenever sheneeds you, & even when she doesn'tneed you, just be there so she'll knowthat she can ALWAYS count on you.ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTERDO ITBECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she's cold soshe can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her closeand kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK, (it willgive her the hint that you want to kissher).
34. While in the movies, put your armaround her and then she willautomaticall y put her head on yourshoulder, then lean in and tilt herchin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don’t EVER tell her to leave evenjokingly or act like you're mad. Ifshe’s upset, comfort her.REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU AREWITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up forher.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tellheryou love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and putherhead on your chest so she can listen tothe steady beat of your heart, Linkyourfing ers together while you whisper toher as she rests her eyes and listenstoyou .
39. When walking next to each othergrabher HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in yourarms as long as possible.MAK E SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or MESSAGE her at night towishher SWEET DREAMS.
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipeaway her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS REMINDE her how much youlove her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her howmuch u love her and then bend down toher face and kiss her while sitting onher.

You will never know when she needs just a little more love.

Merry Christmas to all. Long time never blog le hehe

been very busy and tired these few days; attending b'day party, shopping for gifts, busy earning $$ and studying hard at school wahaha. alot of things to do yet little time but at least all time are worth while. haha

very busy and didnt celebrate christmas but went to have dinner with dear (yah ok with him le) haha. ate at swensens and have fondue too damn nice and full but we never have pics of it wahaha.

school starts the second week le and seems that module is getting harder and harder compare with the previous term so must buck up. and plus too many holidays tends to slack alot too so muct buck up. Tomolo sch will start again after 4 days of rest hai. so stressful now hai and have to work. haha

watch alvin and chipmunks damn nice and must watch though i feel that the story can be extended and the ending can be bette and not seems so rush. well my view haha.

very lazy nowaday to blog haha so pardon me!

busy week

Have been helping my uncle and begin to work at his office more to data entry but then it is better than the bookshop (cos the $$ is more and better benefit haha - uncle drive me home so save $$ cos aunt's workplace at my house there haha. earning and saving $$ at the same time where got so good but indeed so good haha.) bookshop pay is only $5 and quite alot of work to do so not that good lo but there is livelier than mu uncle's cos there got 4-5 ppl while my uncle there only got 2, he and the accountant so kind of boring. haha.

been working hard to earn $$ so as to pay back wat i loan from mum and then can start to save $$ without any loan accumulated. things are ok so far but very tired cos didnt even got time to rest after the weeks' of preparing and taking exams so very tired. maybe he is right cos he is now enjoying his holiday at home and not working just playing games, watching anime and relaxing, while i have to work to earn $$$ different lives and perspectives hai. that's why we drift apart. dun wan to talk about him and just let the things goes it nature course since no one is doing anything. he is not doing the thing i want and i'm not taking the thing he is doing ( or never do at all). getting draggy and tired of it and wan to leave it as it is.

if we are fated to be together things will be done, changes will be made but if not too bad then. parting may be better for both of us then. i'm look very positively now towards this, not going to let myself have the excuse of i love him but i couldn't put down the relationship since we have been together so long hence thing have to be made and i have done it -> i have force myself to put down the relationship and not regret thinking that we have been so long and this happen. not going to let this go over me for this will only drag on and cause more pain and hurt between us that are so wounded already.

hence thinking positively ios the way to do it be it you like it or not and to get on with life. i have no life at all and now it is time for me to get some life out of myself!

school starting on mon and have to prepare anything cos too lazy and tired, rather watch manga or anime after coming home from work then to pack things hai. perhaps tomolo have to do it and have a clean desk before the start of new term. jia you bah!

Weekend's here

have been workin for the past few days and very tired. didnt even have time to rest as just finish my all exams hai.

just 10 more days before the start of school and it seems so demoralizing hai. wat to do, no choice one lah but wat to do hai have to change my feelings and attitudes towards studying to prevent from anything happen like score badly for it hai.

this is the third day of cold war between dear and i. dunno wat happen everything happen just becos we missed wilber pan's concert at ntu. hai. i know tat he spend his time queuing for the tickets. whatever no point talking about it now for it will be yue miao yue hei. just leave it as he is. if he is not doing anything then so be it, i won't do anything for i dun think is my fault and i should apologize. if cant get along then dun then.

afterall these few days dun contact, he seems ok so am i then. just take it now as a warm up to get used of not having one another then. i dun see whyy i have to do things all myself and no one seems to care.

hai working tomolo again sian. hai

Holiday time

yesterday just took the jlpt wah all damn hard and i think i will pass cos all is like tigam one(guessing) so not having high hope but really the japanese school was cute, with aircon and small tables and chairs and we are sitting on it, just like a giant visinting little men's country haha.

quite alot of ppl came to took the test and i suppose got maybe few thousands taking both jlpt 2 & 3. and you can see that when the exam is over, everybody rushes out of the school and waited for buses to get to the mrt damn crowded.

my jap frens and i have to walk to the previous bus stop to try our luck but then it was crowded too so we make up our mind to go to the next previous bus stop. damn find but fun cos got company. we even past by changi prison cluster and man it was hugh and then like those you seen in movies, have to drive van or cars in cos got deep. like those country clubs with golf facilities. initially we thought was air base or wat but it didnt turn out to me. man, now i know where the prison is cos initially i only know abt the existence but not the location so now know le haha.

went to ah ma's house to have dinner cos sis's birthday, the food not bad cos it is my aunt, (my sis's godma) cook one, even delicious than mum's haha. but then by the time i reach very little food leave hai. sian.

but the ice cream cake was nice ( first time eating) haha

bought donut before go ah ma's house, seems yummy

isn't it?

sat went to have a sumptuous dinner with my cousin-in-law they all cos he share the same birhtday as my sis, so have two fabulous dinner during the weekend. haha. had shark fin's , prawn, fish , vegetables @ thai village and man it was delicious especially the shark's fin, everyone of us have one small claypot size to ourselves. haha and total cost of the dinner 600+ for ten ppl. can say worth it but half of the cost came from the shark fins solely wahaha. want to eat again.

fri went to watch fred claus movie, damn nice, talk about the brotherly love between him and his younger brother who is the santa claus and a bias mum who have shower the younger brother since young. nice show.

we also have cakes for tea time at secret receipe, want to have their new york cheesecake but they dun have so disappoitning. hai but manage to try other cheesecake, not bad, now growing to love them cos i dun like cheese at all haha. a big change.

as for dinner, we had the jingle meal @ pizza hut, damn nice and filling and we cant finish at all haha. but barely manage haha.

alot of thing that i never do before i will try to do it. cos i feel tat my life is boring, with no fun, one by one i'm going to enjoy what i want!

jya

Exams' over

Exams is finally over and today got a surprise. By right today's paper suppose to have to do 3 questions but then it has reduce to 2 and we are so surprised!!! Alot of the people ask and then guess wat the lecturer: DO WHAT THE QUESTION PAPER ASK YOU!

wahaha, lucky do two only or i will die cos i've been having difficulties in memorising this and i nearly breakdown for this. too hard and link alot. hai.

this website actually want to put on the web long time but never had a chance so now share with you all bah. Is about the call center settings in a funny way, damn nice and must watch!

http://www.callcentremovie.com/

Go watch and feed back to me ok? damn funny, intro by my last term lecturer. haha.

Now busy watching anime and work to earn $$$$

but now just relax before JLPT!

*ps: just amend my blog haha

bye

WBP and OD is approaching...

i'm very demoralize now. no mood to study cos ims is not going to be well even though i hope it can.hai.

tues and thurs 's papers have yet to touched or study and i dunno what is going on with me?

why am i taking things so lightly when i want to score well? I have slack alot really alot...

feel like dying now....

i just hope i can memorise and remenber my notes well and i not aiming to pass well, just a pass will do.

really this is wat i hope to... pls....

something tat cheer me up is dear and his donuts.
will upload the donut soons. hai...

IMS: Big killer!

today is the second paper and it's a killer. cant finish at all and lost about 1 qn marks (which is 100 marks and got to do 3 qns. hai)
wat the hell hai. cant even finish now hoping that i can just pass, 1 more donkey pls i hope. hai no choice.

two more paper to go and i really have to start mugging before this incidents of not finishing happen again hai.

i just got back driving mey sis back and one strange and kind of piss thing happen. i was at my block there carpark when there is a patrol car waiting for me to park in and i dunno why. by right they can cut and drive off but they didnt. hai cos it happen like this:

my dad's lot( he usually park de lot was empty but beside got car, so i was about to park there when i feel that my car a bit slanted and i scare later will crush with the beside car so i drive even further but didnt realise to the extent i cant park in so i waited for the patrol car to past me before moving on, but then instead they waited and off their headlight, thinking tat it affect me, so no choice, i park at the other lot for show and then wait for them to past then my sis was waving to them and the pliceman smile back. -_-'' ( i know i was now triangle plate but dun have to wait to that extent to wait for me park, so stressful siao sob sob....)

=(

praying hard.

got to study even harder...

One down, Four to go...

first paper is over le, ok lah now three more to go. yipee!

so now have to study harder le.

cold and cough have yet to leave me for good and it seems getting worse. hopefully that i can recover faster wahaha.

IMS on thurs
WBP on next tues
OD on next thurs
JLPT on next sun (have not even touched omg, going to fail le so hard too sian, next year retake and be more prepare if fail.

Sick sick

flu , sore throat, all attacking me right now, so sick but tons of things to do... sob sob =(

4 more days to first paper. seems it's a drag, haven even happen. haven finish writing notes for paper 3 and 4, haven come up with tutorial qn sample essay alot of things haven do think must speed up to get thigns done though rushing may not helps but worsen hai.

talk to boon today so glad that he called. able to share things with him. must wait for him to join us back so that we can have the ai zai gang again. looking forward but guess will be dec i hope! =)

must speed up and not slack i hope.

praying hard....

Outline for the week

haven been updating.

so here's a outline:
started to write notes for exam and at the same time remenber bits by bits, but the process is very slow.... hai....

left exactly a week and say 2 1/2 hours before my first paper for the 2nd term. think this term i have been slacking and i'm not satisfied with my results for term 1 and i still slaking -_-''

meet my jap fren on the eve of deepavali to go clarke quay to have dinner at waruku. nice ambience and the good is delicious. But at that point of time my pockets aren't tat deep to spend alot so didnt just order main course and got treat desert by fren (share one >_<) haha but tat is real nice green tea ice cream with red bean and crepe.

After that we went drinking, but actually only 2-3 are drinking, 2 drinking red wine, one drank those mocktail and the rest fruit punch and sensei came to join us so surprise and he brought along another sensei. been talking non-stop.

finally realised that sensei know that i'm the youngest in the group which is to my surprise cos i was never the attention to him wahaha and not only tat was that my class got 4 frens who are just 1-2 yrs older than me so i suppose he thought i'm the same age as them haha.

got home late very late. nearly 2 am ( i know is not late for you all who's looking at the blog but for me is quite late cos my family very strict. =( ) luckily mummy didnt stay up to wait for me or i will get scolding. hai

went to dear's house to study and then got rewards from his dog, alot of scratches. hai. but luckily not deep so recover le. so now have to start mugging if i want to score well!

jia you!

Summary for the week

mon - wed : working and slacking


thurs : meet aizai gang (with boon n en-> in aust)


finally meet them le after the genting trip and today is the most 'memorable' day for me. went to meet them for dinner, left home at 6+ thought wont be late but then something happen that cause me to meet them very late. i nearly 8 then reach vivo.



all becos of the mrt, there is train fault right from the start when i first board the train. initially it was stated as train fault and have to be delayed for 15 min so i waited (starting from bradell when i board at bishan) so waited, and waited, thought will be all right after next stop but i was wrong stopped and waited for 5-10 min. happen all the way till newton. at that point of time i decide i will alight at orchard to take bus to vivo(dunno got a not but tat was my thinking at that time cos it is delaying for so long. BUT it stop at newton and get all the passengers out of the train and say that there is trach faults and will resume 1 hour later and i happen to be on the last train before it close the entire route to marina. what the hell!!!



Newton alw almost empty station for once, fill out with passengers like the crowded you see when it is after office hours or maybe during ndp time, at kallang station wahaha. alot got stranded including me who never alight once at newton.(never been to newton circle hawker centre ma.) so get out of the control staion and then went to see got any bus tat can bring me to orchard or dhoby ghaut mrt so i can change to NEL line to vivo or maybe take cab to vivo even though maybe expensive (it will be $4.50 once board on the cab hai too expensive for me le) but then the queue for the cab is as long as you can see ppl queuing for 4d this long wahaha. so no choice take bus where it's crowded too hardly cant move to the bus board(indicating the route of the buses.)



nvm abt the details too draggy le and i dun think i make a good writer =p

ok then i board bus 700 and guess wat, the bus i think is fested with 'xiao qiang', luckily an auntie kill it for me and another lady cos it was so gross hai now i still get goosebumps thinking of it. total 3 'xiao qiang' killing under the auntie's hand. superb auntie! thanks alot! wahaha



meet them at secret recipe and they have just order the food sorry guys ah, make you all wait for me so long. but it was great to see them. andy ah now is a boss le, next time if got $$$, i must invest biz with him cos he got lobang and ideas wahaha and he also pass me the cd for the genting trip so many lame photos first time going abroad with frens( though not far la).



keng ah have grown up le, haha cos she has been studying hard for exam which she hardly does in poly, really a big change ah haha but it's good thing, finally settling down to study not like me now =(



shari ah still busy at work as well as studies but you cant see that she is stress one loh haha maybe she can hide it well haha. a great nite to spend and the next time we meet will be after exams for us ( 3 gals) and next time boon will be joining us by hook or by crook. haha make a deal with him le.



going to study le bah i guess so but like no mood lei how hai. sian.


btw good news, my mum finally give in to me and allow me to continue my pre-adv 1 class le startin 30 dec and still can be with jap mates le haha. have a long struggle. hai dun wish to talk abt it. haha.



so must study hard le! gambate!
べんきょください！


going to have dian xin tomolo looking forward =)
ironing =(

here are some of the photos from genting just extract! =)

Love, you know, seeks to make happy rather than to be happy.

Love Today!

I've ben trying to find a song and i mange to find it a few days ago. i was about to sleep ard 145am when i tell myself why not on radio and i heard the music wahaha, so lucky and it happen to be on 91.3fm where their website indicate the songs been play previously and faster on my lappy and internet (though i jus off it) and download the song. now it is in my phone and i listen to it when i like it =p

mika- love today

Everybody's gonna love today
Gonna love today
gonna love today
Anyway you want to
anyway you've got to
Love love me, love love me
love love

I've been crying for so long
Fighting tears just to carry on
But now, but nowit's gone away
Hey girl why can't you carry on
Is it 'causeyou're just like your mother
Little tikelike to tease for fun
Well you ain't gonna tease no other

Gonna make you a loverl
ove today, love today
Girl with a groovewith the big bust on
Big bust on, big bust on
Wait till your motherand your papa's gone
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa
shock shock meShock shock me, shock shock

I said
Carolina sits on ninety five
Give her a dollarand she'll make you smile
Hooker, what a lookerwalk away
Carry dresses like a kid for fun
Licks her lips like they're something other
Tries to tell you life has just begun
But you know she's getting something other
Than the love from her mother
Love today, love today
Girl with a groove with the big bust on
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone
I said,
Doom da da di da di...

i have confirm to join the pre-advance class with my jap mates. 8 have confirm (including me) so glad we never jump over to another school (long story) therefore i need to pay for lots of miscellaneous le like registration fee all tat. wahaha.

tonight meeting poly mates instead of tomolo cos shari got thing on. going vivo and they treating me dinner wahaha. i was recalling tat time when keng call me thought i listen wrongly but i'm not. haha they are treating me, they know this gal is the poorest of all ever since she has been studying full time and got a lot of bills to pay off each month and with her miserable pay cant bring her to anywhere. wahaha thanks guys.

looking forward to meeting u all this evening.

initially want to wake up early one, got disturb by jap mate's msg 7 + and wan to wake up tat time but to tired so just forget it wahah.

cya going to study le and write notes, waste half a week le.

Shock of my life

I wanted to change my blogskin again to make it more friendly for my case, if not for viewers in that senses that i display heading for it but then again i dunno so maybe after exam then figure out.

Haven start my notes sian, but anyway got jap results le. i passed! yipee no need to retake and a burden is load off from my shoulder. but then the way of knowing my results shocked me. i dunno why they sms me cos normally is we called to ask one, so anyway this is wat is written in the SMS:

Int 4. Oral :6/10. Written Mid-term: 63/100, final term:65/100. Please call at XXX to book for you retest. Need to be taken within 1 month. Thanks.

When i see this i was like, wat i fail??? So i give my jap fren a call and she say no lei, you pass overall lei why they msg u like this, so i give the school a call and you know wat they say; is it, sorry then. not you, you pass. I was like -_-''
can also make this kind of mistake one ah...

by right i should be at work right now, but i'm not feeling well so going in the afternoon hai. dunno wat i ate last night when i wake up this morning, stomach seems like in a blending machine. argh hate tat feeeling, pls get welll lei. wahaha

second part: afternoon receive msg from my jap fren that they request to have a class of our own for pre advance 1 , starting 31 dec and have to make payment before 11 nov. so ks of the sch, haven even confirm and now want us to make payment and this will eventually drain me out. my money is at the dangerous level le and now now it is going to the dying or perhaps the gone case le. must work more but exa coming, must forfeit, opportunity cost ah. ever since i start uni, i feel tat my opportunity cost has gone alot, thinking of each mth even basic you will get 1.5 but now is only 1/4 of the pay hai and alot of thing to pay. damn it man. sian sian.

caught my eye in some games and thinking of buying it cos ppl selling at auction. hopefully by the end of the week can get it and play during my tense period. now "hardworkingly" doing statistics.

tata

Last Outing with the jap grp

Just took my jap final exam for Int 4. although sensei told us that no one fail, i still worried about my results. hai maybe when he mark one of the classmate's paper after the exam, find out alot of mistakes are made and worse is that those answer are correct but i went to change it. wat the hell!

go with my jap fren to dinner at california pizza opposite our sch with sensei but he came later. quite fun as we have ask sensei for 3-4 times but he alw fly aeroplane, so today he didnt and everyone is so happy haha. today see a different side of sensei, not the bad side of cos, but his emotion side and to think he tell us his things that are kind of sensitive; his life. but enjoy his company since is the last meeting le. btut we will be meetin up next next wed bah, eve of deepavali going dinner and drinking, hope i can go wahaha.

actually i never study alot for my exam cos i have been busy writing notes that i learn from ele to the current and i started late so will be glad even i just pass, no high expectation for myself wahaha.

now left main papers in uni and jlpt 3. hope tat i can find some times to do my reading and work for preparing jlpt since i miss my sch's preparatory class. learning jap has been quite fun with ando senssei haha. arigato!

looking forward to learnin jap cos i'm giving it a break first too tired need a long break before starting again. going to learn jap if i got $$$ cos my speaking is like tourist kind not tat kind tat is so fluent and smooth as i have to think before i can say it out wahah. tat is the problem i faced today for my oral wahaha. hope to buck up first.

going to start preparing for exam, 3 weeks left till first paper need to prepare le cant slack. and to think tomolo i have to go to sch just to return my library bk, thinking of tat damn sian.

cya then!

nearly a week has passed and i have yet to do anything hai dunno very slack nowadays hai. lot of pending things to do hai.

- haven study jap for upcoming final test
- haven finish my IS , OD , QMM and WBP tutorial (can practically say everything not touched and exam is in 1 months time hai
- haven write notes hai

alot of things hai. very sian nowadays dunno wat to write wan to blog but then lazy to write alot wahaha.

cya

just coming in to blog since i was online. tomolo will be start of sch again and two more weeks to before i will be break for exam preparation so hope tat i can clear my doubts on my modules with the lecturer. haven been doing anything for the past one week when i promise myself to. hai. really so disappointed.

was suppose to do a lot of thing for my modules be it jap or uni. jap i got off today since sensei went back to japan and will only be coming this week bah i suppose. jap ah is getting harder and harder and it seems like i have lost interest in it but will perserve till the end! 2 more lesson to go before the exam (final) not having high expectations on it but hope i can pass it dun have to retake can le cos i have major exams for uni coming up.

lot of things will be having this two months.
1. jap final exam coming
2. major exams for term 2 coming (need to score well if wan to get 2/1 since 1st term score badly cos got pulled by marketing, wat the hell!!!!)
3. JLPT is coming in dec haven even study sure failbut hope can just pass wahaha or else wait 1 more month.

so have to buck up and keep mugging!

went to power house with dear and uni frens. not bad nice experience though we went in quite early. we are the first few customers bah. got the results for uni not happy with it but a relief cos have been waiting for so long and kind of having sleepless nights hai.

results wise not very good so disappointed but at least pass le so ok. but compares with others still a long way to go. hai want to study hard but hard loh hai no discipline in me, unlike poly life. hope tat i can buck up then. become a mugging student than a slacking student wahaha.

friday wont be joining my jap fren to pubbing cos dear's family going to celebrte his birthday in advance . think wont be going to blog soon after exam.

see ya then

i dunno when or how my blog is been exposed out and i dunno if it is true cos if it is been exposed, i cant write anymore bad things le wahaha must be guai guai one. but i just feel so pissed when i know someone i didnt expect to know my blog except those who are close to me one hai. whatever. i was thinking that why must i make myself busy and change to blog address or set password???



those who know me tat once i dun like this person or wat, can talk but not close, i have a barrier towards him or her. i can be noe but dun test it. cos u never know how backfired the thing may become. dun think 老虎不发威，当我是病猫。i will when i need to whaha!!!!

today miss eating my carrot cake and afternoon my colleague buy one is not tat nice so die die tomolo must eat wahaha and also i buying for them wahha. make a fool out of myself yesterday. i call my boy but i press his no wrongly so another guy answer, mid 40s bah then he keep saying hello hello, so thinking tat my boy play prank on me which he alw do, i say to the man, dun play lah. then the man dunno reception poor or wat keep saying can hear me ma, so i say dun play and hang up the phone wahaha. it is only when i about to call my boy again then i realise tat i call wrong no. wat a blur queen wahah.

been so worried recently, about jap result and uob result. jap i manage to pass as i didnt expect much when my fren score very well and they act like they will fail ... -_-'' hai now is UOB tat is wat i worried. hai. cant slp well die.

tonight will be going to my first clubbing if suceed. wahaha i know wat u all think, wat so good about it or walao tat is dunno how many years i have been clubbing, for ur info, my dad is very strict, when i go out with boy, i didnt even come home at 12 am loh so to me now can is a good and big improvement wahaha so must cheer for me!

aiya tired le, going to zzz le later need to wake up early to buy carrot cake before work. keep my finger cross!

today is a happy day. meet my dear for dinner but as usual he piss me off before we met. hai. tonolo have IMS and normally lecturer have the tendancy to let us dismiss earlier compare to other class (nice lecturer and helpful). so i told him to come waot for me around 4.45 pm to 5 pm but instead of meeting outside my school, turn out to be that i have to wait for him hai. and the excuse he gave was i thought i came out early le but i was wrong and guess wat his early is 4.30 out of his house. think his house is a few min walk from my sch ah. to him, hopeless. hai

anyway we went to marina square shop shop and have dinner there as his fren say one of the restaurant not bad so went to try. walk walk but buy nothing but i manage to find a arcade game that i have been looking for for dunno how long le. the game is call go go mile smile if not wrong haha. first play the game when i go for cruise the first time very long ago haha. so happy lucky i suggest to go arcade or i wont know that aactually this game still exist lol.

went to eat @ changing appetite next to carl's junior. the ambience is alright but then the sofa is so comfortable that u cant lean back or else u will be away from the table haha. they serve majority steak which i dun eat so other choice is limited. i ate fish and calamari while dear eat black pepper mushroom chicken. not bad and quite filling. but dear dun like the waiteress there cos one who serve us is a trainee and a foreigner ( phillipines or burmanese) i think. ask her thing she say will check but didnt get back, serve the food but is not mine is another table who order the same and then keep on asking her colleague to clear plates all tat. dear say that she get her colleague to do shit work while she serve. dunno is the culture or wat loh haha, but overall ok loh. quite filling and fun.

then after that went walk walk again when his mum call and ask him to met her as she is about to dismiss from work so ok loh i say u go n meet ur mum go home since ur dad coming to fetch but he tell me that his mum miss me want to see me so he drag me there. went there very reluctant haha. -_-''' so went and i dun wan his dad to send me home so i set condition that i can meet his mum provided i go home myself so he also reluctant agree as he alw wan to send me home worry about me haha.

see his mum le and then msg him did his mum say anything and she say i "grow fat" le sob sob sosad. yah lose figure since sec 4 till now but now worse hai wan to train out but seems so you xin wu li haha. must study and train hard wahaha.

ok lah watch anime time tata

today jap sux i dun really think that i can pass well. just hope that i can pass and tomolo is OD though is not an official test but i hope to score well as i can assess on how much i have know about OD. hai. been so sian and have yet to do my studies yet. time to prepare it as it is going to be nov soon. less than a month to prepare and i hope i can clear all my doubts before the school ends. still got 3 more weeks before close for exam and i hope i can rush all my notes soon as i got a week break to catch up. not going to work so much and neglect my studies le.

hope i can do it. now looking for source to watch high school musical 2 and i hope can find then later do my research haha play come first as i been "studyin hard" for jap. lol

see ya!

nearly a week nv blog le, busy lei hai. got 2 exams coming up. one is japanese and the other is OD aka Organizational Design. jap is on sun and it is the mid term test so i have to score well to pass and graduate with a cert upon completing Int 4 wahaha. time pass fast... to thinki have study jap for nearly a year or so. but it seems like my jap is still sucks wahaha never practise loh hai.

od is on mon and have to do research even though the exam is not counted more to a class test. question is given so have to do homework loh. this lecturer is good loh he is angrywith us abt not doin hw he give so he say no hw but later got hw again so funny. though it is a hard module, i kind of can link it but then still hard cos keep overlapping topics all that. hai.

jap i have no confidence is scoring well hai and the term 1 exam results is coming out and i scare of my results hai how. i dunno. just hope all can pass can le, cant really expect to pass well. but if can i also wan just like huai en's mark haha.

ok lah goin to study le, today is wed and i haven study for both test hai.

JIA YOU!!!

*26 days to something special but haven plan
*less than 2-3 weeks receiving term 1 results
*less than 1 month to pass Int 4
*less than 2 months for main exams
*less than 2 and 1/2 months for JLPT 3

rcently feeling very tired till now have yet to do my jap nor my studies loh hai. sian. feel that i didnt even have a decent day to rest for the week. this is how my days pass by as usual.

Mon- Fri: Afternoon class, then morning work
Sat: Work then meet him (sometimes)
Sun: morning do hw then afternoon jap class

really seems so pack to do anything hai. and for those who know me very well, i eat alot of sweets n chocolate and now i'm very scare to have diabetics cos what i eat is not classified alot but is EXCESSIVELY!!!! trying to cut down now cos i seen a drama every weekend the about doc at ch8, one scene was tat this doc's dad keep on feeling very tired and thirsty and then i have the symptoms like very thirsty and lethagic. OMG i hope it wont happen to be.

I'll promise to change just dun happen to me. just hope tat is becos nowadays this damn hot and warm weather cause it and i'm been paranoid that's all. i'm trying to keep my finger cross X. hai
sian sian

later got class at 1 and right now instead of doing work i'm watching anime, OMG, what is going wrong in me!!!!

SOMEBODY PLS SAVE ME!!!!

today have been a busy day for me, trying to keep my blog alive. wahaha. today very busy and again i'm late for class hai. tomolo still got a small presentation. think after my 1 week break, i have slacken alot. hai i must buck up or will be like first term so slack hai.

alot of thing to do but i'm still watching manga wahaha. slack till i dunno wat to say for one self hope everything will be ok then.

tata

yesterday was a hard day for me. my bf broke up with me, but today it seems like we are back together. i know this sound real stupid keep break and patch but sometimes love is so funny that you never realise it. A small misunderstanding can cause people to break up. well fortunately the problem is solved. thank goodness!

went to meet him today for dinner, he buy me a pendant and it to me as a renewal of our love. love him alot and i really hope tat we can last.

love him alot. miss you alot...

muacks.

gonna do my work and slp early have been slacking for last week during the week break, now must buck up and be mugger wahaha.

tata

i dunno wat have happen these days between my boy and i. have been drifting apart and now it seems like so hard to maintain it and continue. after all 5 years together may mean that we are getting tired and not been able to meet each other's need as we are too in to our own needs and neglect each other. now is meet less, shorter time, hug less, kiss less, concern less and talk less. everything is cutting down dunno for wat reason. perhaps is me who are too packed with my things and neglect his needs. too hard in working and neglect him and studies. but wat to do need $$$ to survive, now practically is really damn poor student. all expenses bear by myself.

want to earn more money to survive and study hard is not an easy task to do. if given a choice, perhaps i will work and do part time studies but then alot say part time is hard and i think it is wat to do. cant ask mum for daily expenses as i still have 2 sister have to spare a thought hai. life is not as smoothly as it seems and i think i start hating myself for that.

too tired for everything and no one seems to understand and i myself dunno wat have happen. damn tired of living like tat now and seems like when u need someone by the side to support is hard too sob sob.

braking down...

Revival!

I dunno what happen to my blog previously, cant see at all but now i managed to operate and revive and now is in running mode. should say that i have notice the problem about mu blog but i hack care haha. begin to lose interest in blogging cos i have not been using the computer alot these days but to go online to watch anime wahaha.

just finish catching up with my one piece anime, after catchin up about 50 episodes, damn tough but managed. =p

term 2 have already started and now having a week of study break but have been working and slacking, must really find time to study and revise and there is tutorials to be done. this sem is much harder than the previous term as there are 3 new modules that have yet to learn during poly. they are organizational design, information and management system and work performance. and the last module i took is what i hate most (as i score the worst results in poly: statistics!!!) hai sian but happy is i feel that i know better this time compared to the time when i in poly so is a good start. hope that can score well loh (keep my finger cross X)

my jap is now in intermediate 4 and the last level for now. not intending to continue for the time being. have sign up for jlpt 3 (know is a stupid and bold thing to do since haven manage to have a stable foundation for it but will try cos if i fail, at most next yr take again then i can go for preparatory course in apr time haha. already plan ahead so no worries =)

have been very poor recently, yes poor in terms of financial aspect. lose my tution student and now only working in the bookstore and also lazy to find new tution cos i fear that didnt teach long then cant continue. this is wat happen to the previous one and i dun wish to see it happen again hai. initially was ok but dunno why suddenly the mum dun wan me to teach hai sob sob. no luck in finding students whose parents are not that demanding haha.

give me best of luck for everything and pls hope tat you will see me soon =p

tata!

recently, i have not been able to study nor have mood to do things. and worse, the exam is less than 1 month away and then i have not study. wanna come up with schedule to disclipine myself but i dun think i can. too lazy and slack around hai...

alot of things happen and then i'm kind of getting tired of tired. cant focus both mentally and physically and sleeping has becoming a habit hai. i dunno wat to do to adjust myself. i wan to spend more days studyin then slacking hai.

so hope tat ic an adjust and do more time. more quality and efficient haha
hope it won't be a dream.

Haiu, got one bad news to talk about. i fail my jap and have to retake =(
hai means that i have to retake and waste more time and no time to study for my school so i have to come up with a time schedule to plan well my time. hai. but luckily i got a bunch of good frens in my jap class that has help me so much. they even suggest to study with me for my retest, so touched. Thanks guys.

anyway, i have a ton of things to do and exam is a month away have to start studying well and focus on studies than working. hope that will score well bah, have to study hard loh. but i think the problem now i have to do is to have a WELL MANAGE TIME MANAGEMENT!

hai sian sian.

hey i'm back again! After a long time didnt blog le. Later i going to buy laptop yipee! finally going to have a laptop that i can truly call my own. wahaha

i have drive my dad's car again on vesak and drive to 2 different place and also be able to park outside wahaha so happy.

but i've been so tired thru out the two weeks break as i till now have yet to finish my work as well as revise hai really worry about my studies must really focused on. from now i am going to be a bookworm if that is wat it takes to study and score well. haha.

wont be blog ging for long these days until i have settle my lappy. today the jap test results is out, didnt hope to get well but hope can pass can le wahaha . wish me luck then.

I wonder what happen to the posting site, every things seems in a mess. Last nite was mother's day and i'm very happy and glad as i manage to drive my dad's car from amk to paya lebar, (my grandma's place) haha didnt have accident but drive a bit slow cos i learn manual and my dad's car is auto so got that mentality that i cant press hard on the acclerator cos it will go too fast so so far still ok.

Dying and having hard time in studies as i dunno why recently i get tired easily and there is a ton of things to research on and then not even have time to play games or wat , more alone, check mail or blog hai...

worse day is yet to come, still need to tution and work then still have to prepare for japanese. Jap test even come queuing and i'm going to have my mid term test this coming sun, meaning i have to spend more time on jap and then have to delay my studies in uni le. but thank god, as i will be having my 2 weeks break to catch up.

However, it will also mean i have to work as there is a book fair coming up @ suntec. hai, have to work. sometime dun wan to work as pay too low, but want to quit like very bad hai. so mao dun hai....

got to go bath le, just got back from tution hai. busy day

*keep finger cross that i can stay awake till 12 am, hopefully...

tata

I wonder what happen to the posting site, every things seems in a mess. Last nite was mother's day and i'm very happy and glad as i manage to drive my dad's car from amk to paya lebar, (my grandma's place) haha didnt have accident but drive a bit slow cos i learn manual and my dad's car is auto so got that mentality that i cant press hard on the acclerator cos it will go too fast so so far still ok.

Dying and having hard time in studies as i dunno why recently i get tired easily and there is a ton of things to research on and then not even have time to play games or wat , more alone, check mail or blog hai...

worse day is yet to come, still need to tution and work then still have to prepare for japanese. Jap test even come queuing and i'm going to have my mid term test this coming sun, meaning i have to spend more time on jap and then have to delay my studies in uni le. but thank god, as i will be having my 2 weeks break to catch up.

However, it will also mean i have to work as there is a book fair coming up @ suntec. hai, have to work. sometime dun wan to work as pay too low, but want to quit like very bad hai. so mao dun hai....

got to go bath le, just got back from tution hai. busy day

*keep finger cross that i can stay awake till 12 am, hopefully...

tata

Good news to share!!!! I have passed MY DRIVING TEST LE!!!

That's means one big burden is dropped and sink to the ocean, now leave about four more big burden:
1, my studies
2, my japanese
3, money
4, work

and for all these, forever not enough time to do my things nor studies, must really work out a plan to catch up with studies. now already second week in school le, starting third week of school. hai. worried hai...

tata got to bath and study le....

i have just started my school this week, can tell you that though you need not pay for the notes and notes are ready for you, but you just cant imagine how big is the class! 80-90 plus people per lecture class and out of these, only 20+ are accounting class (same module, join class), wah lao and to make things worse, 90% of my class are foreigners, and they all already somehow are in groups, or same class when they took their diploma, or advance diploma with mdis!!!! make those like me, who are individual so lonely. hai hai

first lesson for the term is accounting and corporate goverance, and the lecturer is an indian and with those slang accent, which is sometime hard to understand. can image how much it strain my ears as his slang is much more difficult to understand than Dr badri (stat lecturer in nyp). haha but somehow mange to get by, as first class is more theory as usual and can you imagine that the exam format is per qn 100marks? hai and you need to wirte at least 1 full page. hai how to squeeze.

second lesson was marketing management, thought more or less will be same as what we learn in poly by billie ooi, but i was wrong, terribly wrong, not only it's so call same in poly of wat we learnt, but they focus on different thing hai. somemore the lecturer is a male and in his intro he say he got teach or set the format in nyp for international marketing, retail management, etc (think is our senior time bah) so kind of funny cos marketing is kind of theory thought guys wont like it. wahaha. NOT BIAS OK?

today got the worse lesson die and the most difficult than the previous modules. cos this module is economics of industry, and the scope it cover is very wide, touch to economics, marketing, organisational behavior, and strategic management. and worse still, not only need to do research, but must also keep up with latest new in the business like the recent buy over of ABN AMRO by barclays, hai....

i'm tired, working through out, no time to do my reading up. if this goes on, i will be depicting the fact of why i am studying full time le when if i study part time i can at least earn 1.5k hai. hope that the workload assign to me to finish fast and not drag so i can work less le. GAMBATE KU DA SAI!!!

jya!

Nearly about a month never blog le, haha been busy these few days.

here are some of the things that i have done when i MIA from writing the blog:
- went chalet with ai-zai gang and my dar.
- went to Escape with them and got dizzy and almost puke, and got drag to one ride by shari and in the end she ran away. -_-''
- also went to fisherman village for dinner with them and mahjong the whole night!
- been sick during the chalet, with a bad flu and thanks that dar is there to take care of me, so touched. thanks dear.
- went to work at Daiso for 5 days and then now currently working with my ex-supplier's company.
-school starting soon and going to be stress. (forget about how to cope le, die, not in the mood.)

and to make things worse, this sun i going to have my int 1 test and if pass, then can proceed.

tata

haven been blogging for neasrly a month le...

cant say that i'm busy all these but maybe is becos new year is here, that's why hardly log in even though rot at home, been watching animes wahaha. watch Law of Ueki, Bleach, Ouran High and One Piece and all are so funny and nice.

now been looking for job as part time or temporary cos keep lazying around got say by my mum hai. i know i seems very hack care but hte fact is jobs are hard to find moreover i can only waork for 1 month before the start of school. why cant she just understand? hai

new year hasn't been fun as ang baos is slashed by half, this year didnt receive alot hai. then also got less chances to gamble as all are busy haha. but still have 3 steamboat sessions for the new year, eat till scare le wahaha.

b'day didnt really celebrate as well as fall on the new year chu ba. (8th day of new year.) and plus on that day i was sick hai... dear came to pei me and with 4 liang cha and no present. sob sob. then last night was my chinese b'day and had a cake and few ang baos, can lah, at most see next year make up haha.

going to get ready for interview later. tata

haven been blogging for almost a month le, dunno for wat so ever reason, becoming sian on blogging for you still have to remenber wat you have done and write it down again. kind of like memory test wahaha.

till now have yet to resign, BUT this fri wil be the last day and looking forward for that cos i will be able to cut a clear line with the company. now currently can say it's out of job, nobody will be sponsoring me and that i have a bunch of things to do but no $$$$. sad sad.

recently spend alot on things that i have to declare bankrupt le. going to start sch soon yet i still have to cough out $$$ for my own allowance, as well as insurance and for my japanese course hai, really quite a burden, need to find a job that is flexible for me. think tution will be fine, but the problem is that if i go to agency, i have to pay the agency half the cost and that the parents may want to see your qualification. hai. didnt score good for o'lvl but i just hope they wont judge by that haha.

v day, new year and b'day is coming but it seems like i have yet to do anything for all that. 21st b'day coming but it falls during the new year week, cant really celebrate and on the b'day itself i have to go for my first jap class hai.... sian sian ....

anybody that would like to buy me present, it's ok, just transfer me with $$$$ can le. wahaha

have a great day ahead!!!

signing off....

i know i long time never blog le just take it that i have become lazy bah haha. today is keng's birthday, happy birthday to you. 21st le haha so fast soon to be my turn le hai. yet to plan what to do for that day as that day is during new year's times.

anyway just have a brief overview of what i have done these two weeks.

- i have finish my japanese ele 2 le, didnt score well, but sign up for intermediate 1 le, and the first lesson falls on my birthday so think will skip that one, haha. so if the teacher os ok think i will continue thru out for 8 months to complete everything.

- went to pay my school fees for the japanese on last mon ($210) and my uni school fees of ($6494.25) last night, now i'm broke since i have to pay back my mum so much.

- last sat, dear came to my house to watch bleach (animation) and evening time we went to have dinner with his parents, know that i have been eating with them quite often, but dun seems to make us feel closer haha. his dad is the same as my dad, quiet dun talk one, his mum got talk but dunno talk wat, seems to have communication gap haha...

- i'm going to officially leave the company next wed, and the new gal/guy, i dunno (think is gal) tomolo then come for training hai. got a lot of things to do but i still wasting time wahaha.

- i will be learning my driving again next fri as the test date is nearer (sob sob), really worried now, no confidence in passing. hai

tata

long time never update le. guess this will be the official first blog for the year 2007.

by right i should be leaving the company this coming wed, but my manager ask me to stay a little while longer so i stay too. till the end of the month then i will be leaving, hai. dunno is to be happy or wat, but i just cant cos i been waiting so long and now i'm extending. hai.

dun ask me why i stay. but i only given two choices, 1 is to stay at home and listen to my dad's nonsense and anyhow scolding, or continue to work a little long while to earn money, so which one will you chose? guess for me the answer is obivious, i dun wan to stay at home and got scolded for nothing..

btw i have confirm studying in mdis for my degree course, will be taking bradford's degree and then will be full time cos i feel that part time i wont be able to commit myself , not enough time to study.

hai now i having sore throat and flu guess going to be sick very seriously hai... drink more water!!! tata

finally now to my 100th entries. haha.

sorry to drag too long, dear. now here is the post:

Sat: got my sis to go to my office to help me, at first thought with her will be able to do my things faster, but i'm wrong!!! hai, in the end turn out that i have to work with her till nearly 7 pm, from 8.30am to 7pm = to one ordinary day at work. some more is the eve of new year eve hai. treat my sis to secret recipe for her hardwork and went shop shop @ J8. sis wanted to go popular so went with her, in the end is me buying, bought cake mania, cost $19.90. so expensive, but nvm it's a good game. (already play till very far till i stuck cos the customer too impatient and it costs me alot of money and then i cant pass hai. so need help haha.

Sun: ask dear to go out with me in the morning with my family to go cycling,. so glad that dear can join us and we went for our first cycling together, quite fun but then the bike i rent keep having problem, in the end have to change twice, first time with my sis and second time with dear. however dear dun seem so happy, cos he took cab down and we wait quite long for my aunt who was late. so he wasn't happy that he rush down and yet have to wait (i think).




taking a pic with my cousins, sis, dear and my cute niece!


after our cycling, went to the beach for a soak, got wet and sandy by the so call quick sand but it's refreshing. then while i ws cleaning out the 'sandy' thingy i got, dear was playing badminton with my sis and cousin. later we went to play with my niece and i got so pai seh becos when i trying to beat up the beach ball (my cousin bring) that was on the ground, i try to bounce the ball up, in the end i got hit, and everyone saw it and was laughing, including dear and dear still sacarastic say oh, we never see how, where got where got. -_-''''

these two days have been doing nothing and stayed at home and be pig, haha becos is pig year! wahaha.

Hereby wishing to all a belated HAPPY NEW YEAR!

i got some resolutions that i hope to fuifill:
- get my driving license
- buy a laptop
- study hard together with dear
- find a new good job.

that's all.... cya