Gone with the wind

Exams are officially OVER!!!
EC, USM, ASM and HRM all be gone...
Gone with the wind, hope when the time u fly back, it will be with flying colors (i hope so)

Talk abt last paper, never sleep the whole night of mon (28/7/08) just to stay up and finish writing and reading thru HRM, Being slacking for the weekend and thus unable to study hai or should i say, motivation has long gone holidays and not coming back to stay hehe.

i know very cranky but sometime too many things to write, but writing out is another thing.

Just a short overview of last week,
Mon - EC
Wed - USM & work
Fri - ASM (spent a long time to complete it, wth)
Sat - Slack whole day, watch anime after anime. I love itazura na kiss and special A. how?
Sun - Pon jap class to go to Callen's first month (he is sooooo cute and chubby!!! loves to see babies)

All exams driving me nuts term by term, getting worse and worse, need medication to calm me down and i think it wont be long that i'll be invited to MH for check up, check if i am too cranky during the exams, suffering from depression, too crazy over in need of $$$. Anyone who know anyone that can help me, let me know.

Holidays are here to stay, but i dun think i can enjoy it need to work... sob sob. (no $$$, do nth) only can work n work n work nth else.

Today after HRM, went to dar dar's house for a home-make lunch, he cooks all by himself (though all are almost instant made, just need to heat up/ cook it but he done a great job, quite nice. Oh by the way, we had fish n chips for lunch, with a bowl of campbell's chicken soup and gardenia's garlic bread. Look out for the pictures as dar has taken pictures as memory of the first time cooking for gf. hehe so xinfu!!!

Later we went to P.S for dinner, wanted to watch movie but have to go home early, need to get stuff from jap fren and wanted to watch CSI cos miss 2 episodes the previous weeks due to exam, but guess wat, my effort are down to the drain, instead ch 5 is showing the Mon's match between Singapore and Brazil. Make me 空欢喜一场. 我的妈啊...

now loading and watchin anime though i am dead tired cos i dunno wat to do other than anime hehe, my favorite. tata then

p.s. i love ur lunch =)

2 more to go...'bad' student.

Leave 2 more papers to go. Tomolo need to submit the report. finally!!!!
It has been dragging me for a very long time and have affect my 2 previous sob sob.
The previous 2 papers have been tough... Everytime study the number of question but always not all came out, only one came out and nothing. The others are those that i have read thru only sob sob.

Leave HRM only and i hope that i can do well for that paper as the previous two all i hope was pass.... justhope that this wish will come thru.... hai....

There has not been anything recently. hai, all that i can say is that i pon class pon alot that i have become a 'bad' student. hehe.

Left one more paper to go and i can be free and relax. dunno wat i will be doing during holidays but then i may need to work everyday after holidays. so ma fun hai cant even rest a while sob sob.

I'm not the gal who is poor, no time for myself and damn busy. sob sob...
I want my freedom!!!
I need $$$$

hehe
=p

*PS. need to rush for project and finish it!!!!

Busy weekend; 8 days to 1st exam

Mum decided to cook today so help her and in the end, no works has been done on my side =(

morning: went to help mum carried stuff back from marketing and left it the way it is as mum has to go out for a while, so eat breakfast while watching Pokemon, hehe. after that study a bit and she came home.

afternoon: no lunch and help her to pluck vegetables. yes pluck them away from the stems. and do other misc stuff till 3 plus. rest a while then help her with the cooking, can say that the food is nice and delicious and i'm still very bloated (had dinner at 6pm).

feeling contented... =)

now: intend to do up my e-commerce so that can send to my grp mates as they have already sent their part to me, so have to edit a bit and send to them. after tat hope to finish up ASM, at least have a body for the parts i haven touch yet, at least look i really finish but need editing.

Telling myself not to slack but it seems the case never happen. and tomorrow and mon will be packed as well, help me!

1 more week till first paper. not to say haven send to sir for clarification if i'm on the right track. hai. haven finish reading thru, studyin thru, writin thru and not to say memorise and understand what is needed for me to do hai....

sian sian sian....
die die die.....
save save save me!!!!

ps. tomorrow got work at clinic (1st time working longer hours dunno can cope or not; and if can wake up ma and after that got jap class. hai), mon - work cos mid of the month, to help with billing and clinic in the night. cant really skip clinic hai.

Random thoughts

I wonder why people get so sensitivce and insecure when others just send their greetings to them? is it a wrong thing to do? why i have those treatment. Word of concern seems so wrong that you have to avoid? Just what is wrong. Perhaps i have become insensitive and my words become too blunt for people to accepts? I wonder....

Left 2 weeks till first paper have yet to done anything though previous post state what is to be done hai. But 事事都不如意， WHY????

难道要先苦后甜吗？没别的办法了吗？
需要一点希望来克服眼前的问题，好让一切回复原状。
救救我吧！！！

Anyone willing to lend a hand to me? hai

Things to do...

Things to do:
- finish my ASM
- start reading up
- preparing for notes
- preparing to stop work
- re-engerize for exam
- send sir on my answers (if possible)
- stop slacking and get on to work
- STOP WATCHING ANIME!!!

My favorite song right now:

Title: I'm Yours
Artist: Jason Mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

There's no need to complicate
Coz our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours


P.S. i love you...

18 days and counting down

18 more days to the first exam and i cant believe that i have yet to start any of more readings or preparation. Slacky these days and no one to blame to but myself. given a dateline to finish my report last week but i gave yet to start any and not to say about my preparation. finally when i was prepared to give my best and planning to plan my work, i was down with food poisoning. hai. not to say that i was supposed to be in orchard for my jap class, have to skip one more lesson hai.

time flies and is the second half of the year and not to say that exams are coming. hai hope to do well this term to make up for last term and to pull up my results to get 2/1. but all these have a price to pay and not by saying only. so hope i have the strength and put in effort to the exam. how i wish i can be like my cousin -in -laws, who got A for every module and i dunno how he manage to do it despite having a job and family to look after. really 佩服. and congrats to him for having a baby boy. born on mon i think.

What i have done last week and this half week:
- Finish watching absolute boyfriend (ぜったいかれし ）, vampire knight
- Bought my first online products
- Slack for a week
- Spent $50 ++ in NTUC
- Watch movie (Kungfu Panda)
- clear my table

hai wat an achievement =p