today jap sux i dun really think that i can pass well. just hope that i can pass and tomolo is OD though is not an official test but i hope to score well as i can assess on how much i have know about OD. hai. been so sian and have yet to do my studies yet. time to prepare it as it is going to be nov soon. less than a month to prepare and i hope i can clear all my doubts before the school ends. still got 3 more weeks before close for exam and i hope i can rush all my notes soon as i got a week break to catch up. not going to work so much and neglect my studies le.

hope i can do it. now looking for source to watch high school musical 2 and i hope can find then later do my research haha play come first as i been "studyin hard" for jap. lol

see ya!

nearly a week nv blog le, busy lei hai. got 2 exams coming up. one is japanese and the other is OD aka Organizational Design. jap is on sun and it is the mid term test so i have to score well to pass and graduate with a cert upon completing Int 4 wahaha. time pass fast... to thinki have study jap for nearly a year or so. but it seems like my jap is still sucks wahaha never practise loh hai.

od is on mon and have to do research even though the exam is not counted more to a class test. question is given so have to do homework loh. this lecturer is good loh he is angrywith us abt not doin hw he give so he say no hw but later got hw again so funny. though it is a hard module, i kind of can link it but then still hard cos keep overlapping topics all that. hai.

jap i have no confidence is scoring well hai and the term 1 exam results is coming out and i scare of my results hai how. i dunno. just hope all can pass can le, cant really expect to pass well. but if can i also wan just like huai en's mark haha.

ok lah goin to study le, today is wed and i haven study for both test hai.

JIA YOU!!!

*26 days to something special but haven plan
*less than 2-3 weeks receiving term 1 results
*less than 1 month to pass Int 4
*less than 2 months for main exams
*less than 2 and 1/2 months for JLPT 3

rcently feeling very tired till now have yet to do my jap nor my studies loh hai. sian. feel that i didnt even have a decent day to rest for the week. this is how my days pass by as usual.

Mon- Fri: Afternoon class, then morning work
Sat: Work then meet him (sometimes)
Sun: morning do hw then afternoon jap class

really seems so pack to do anything hai. and for those who know me very well, i eat alot of sweets n chocolate and now i'm very scare to have diabetics cos what i eat is not classified alot but is EXCESSIVELY!!!! trying to cut down now cos i seen a drama every weekend the about doc at ch8, one scene was tat this doc's dad keep on feeling very tired and thirsty and then i have the symptoms like very thirsty and lethagic. OMG i hope it wont happen to be.

I'll promise to change just dun happen to me. just hope tat is becos nowadays this damn hot and warm weather cause it and i'm been paranoid that's all. i'm trying to keep my finger cross X. hai
sian sian

later got class at 1 and right now instead of doing work i'm watching anime, OMG, what is going wrong in me!!!!

SOMEBODY PLS SAVE ME!!!!

today have been a busy day for me, trying to keep my blog alive. wahaha. today very busy and again i'm late for class hai. tomolo still got a small presentation. think after my 1 week break, i have slacken alot. hai i must buck up or will be like first term so slack hai.

alot of thing to do but i'm still watching manga wahaha. slack till i dunno wat to say for one self hope everything will be ok then.

tata

yesterday was a hard day for me. my bf broke up with me, but today it seems like we are back together. i know this sound real stupid keep break and patch but sometimes love is so funny that you never realise it. A small misunderstanding can cause people to break up. well fortunately the problem is solved. thank goodness!

went to meet him today for dinner, he buy me a pendant and it to me as a renewal of our love. love him alot and i really hope tat we can last.

love him alot. miss you alot...

muacks.

gonna do my work and slp early have been slacking for last week during the week break, now must buck up and be mugger wahaha.

tata

i dunno wat have happen these days between my boy and i. have been drifting apart and now it seems like so hard to maintain it and continue. after all 5 years together may mean that we are getting tired and not been able to meet each other's need as we are too in to our own needs and neglect each other. now is meet less, shorter time, hug less, kiss less, concern less and talk less. everything is cutting down dunno for wat reason. perhaps is me who are too packed with my things and neglect his needs. too hard in working and neglect him and studies. but wat to do need $$$ to survive, now practically is really damn poor student. all expenses bear by myself.

want to earn more money to survive and study hard is not an easy task to do. if given a choice, perhaps i will work and do part time studies but then alot say part time is hard and i think it is wat to do. cant ask mum for daily expenses as i still have 2 sister have to spare a thought hai. life is not as smoothly as it seems and i think i start hating myself for that.

too tired for everything and no one seems to understand and i myself dunno wat have happen. damn tired of living like tat now and seems like when u need someone by the side to support is hard too sob sob.

braking down...

Revival!

I dunno what happen to my blog previously, cant see at all but now i managed to operate and revive and now is in running mode. should say that i have notice the problem about mu blog but i hack care haha. begin to lose interest in blogging cos i have not been using the computer alot these days but to go online to watch anime wahaha.

just finish catching up with my one piece anime, after catchin up about 50 episodes, damn tough but managed. =p

term 2 have already started and now having a week of study break but have been working and slacking, must really find time to study and revise and there is tutorials to be done. this sem is much harder than the previous term as there are 3 new modules that have yet to learn during poly. they are organizational design, information and management system and work performance. and the last module i took is what i hate most (as i score the worst results in poly: statistics!!!) hai sian but happy is i feel that i know better this time compared to the time when i in poly so is a good start. hope that can score well loh (keep my finger cross X)

my jap is now in intermediate 4 and the last level for now. not intending to continue for the time being. have sign up for jlpt 3 (know is a stupid and bold thing to do since haven manage to have a stable foundation for it but will try cos if i fail, at most next yr take again then i can go for preparatory course in apr time haha. already plan ahead so no worries =)

have been very poor recently, yes poor in terms of financial aspect. lose my tution student and now only working in the bookstore and also lazy to find new tution cos i fear that didnt teach long then cant continue. this is wat happen to the previous one and i dun wish to see it happen again hai. initially was ok but dunno why suddenly the mum dun wan me to teach hai sob sob. no luck in finding students whose parents are not that demanding haha.

give me best of luck for everything and pls hope tat you will see me soon =p

tata!