Friday, October 10, 2008

Bad day today...

I wonder if i recently stepped on dog shit or what, things have not gone well this 2 weeks. let's say today, i was late for class (only recently) and then i got caught by one of the school staff (who has got nothing better to do) who claimed that i did not dress properly for school. and guess what they caught me for, becos i wear Flip Flops to school. WTH! I alway think that those shoes with strips are considered sandals but why now classified so differently hai. Suai day to start with. Then right now i'm in office and i got say by my uncle hai. piss off. not that i cant let people say me (to certain extent i cant accept what people say) but then i just find it ridiculous, want me to do it his way and think fast as he is. hai. i dunno lah just not my day.

This past week can say my lowest peak of this year. Never feel like this before. hai. Problems after problems and dun seems to be ending hai. See what i have encountered recently.

1. Bought new phone (Samsung i780) then cant open the battery cover (now can, but cant close back -_-'')

2. Send phone for service within 1st week of use (but in the end change battery only, so not that serious)

3. Change mobile phone plan that time and now bill received in a big mess, call to complain and enquire = no use (they simply use pro-rated for everything)

4. Receive my last term result did not do well but passed so alright. hai disappointed results

5. Receive result slip from school for advanced diploma that i never took before and the result is fail. what the hell. then the funny thing is that they ask me to sit for supp paper on 20 Sept but the letter i received was on 26 Sept, what a joke man. -_-''(call to ask coordinator and get him to settle he say ok BUT

6. Receive another letter from school about the advance diploma, now say that i fail not 1 BUT 3 modules and have to re-sit for the exam or supp paper (whatever) piss me further.

7. Parents went for trip, use car and drive out to have meals with frens and then we split the cost equally despite they order alot of food and we only sample it also pay for it. -_-''

8. This whole week, weeknights all burnt!!! Damn tired... (Still got mock test on tues and i didnt even touch the book.

Just when is a good day or time coming my way lei... faster lei...

i'm waiting.....
dun take so long to come....

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Chalet!

Went for chalet last weekend with poly mates and did not enjoy it at all. Though was looking forward but it turned out as a big disappointment hai, but nevertheless, manage to spend some time with dear. hehe. Everything backfired and me as the organiser was greatly fail in my task, not becos i never do well but is just that frens they all disappoint me. hai

Fri: went to chalet with dear after his class, and we took a cab down and it cost $30 wat the hell cos i went to fetch dear. hai. Reach there about 4pm and the room was damn hot and stuffy hai. went to switch on the aircon but all it gives was just wind and no air con at all. took almost 2 hours before the room was consider cool. hai Dinner at 8 plus while waiting for fren and turn out they came in late, hai then so call take turn for dinner haha. after they came back, dear and i went to watch Boys over flowers: final aka Hana Yori Dango finale. Cos cant manage to have good seats for mama-mia so no choice but guess it is a good choice. hehe. The movie is based on jap version which i never watch the drama but not bad quite nice hehe. first midnight show with dear, know that it may be common for some couples but for us this case is forever special due to our family background, but anyway was a great experience. After the show went back and play Big 2 with my fren (couple) they lose so badly that they say they want to strip off every piece of their clothes when they lose, but didnt haha. slept at 3am and wake at 11am.

Went for breakfast cum lunch with them, and then fren went for class, so alone with dear, went to ntuc to buy some food for the night bbq and then went back to sleep haha. we damn pigs for that day. after wake up went to book bbq pit and then went to have a stroll with dear. initially want to go to one of the event organized by the singapore sports council - the water fest at pasir ris but we cant seems to find it and continue walk till one hour plus hehe. Reach back chalet damn tired. haha. thought that my fren will come at 5 plus when they say they will but i'm wrong all came in around 7 plus and piss me off hai. dear and i have to start the fire and us been inexperienced, use the lousy fire starters and nearly finish the whole box wahaha.=) finally it manage to start but then hai... no need to further elaborate. hai

how i wish that there is an equipment that can record wat i say and convert to words so that i need not type it out haha. hope tat the invention will come to me soon. i'm becoming a lazy person hehe.

got 2 tutorial to do and yet to get started and i'm not sure if i'm getting too easily agitated nowadays or i feel that people are using me hai. wat a feeling. sian i hate people taking me for granted, but wat to do.

anyway i'm buying e71 to enjoy my $100 voucher that singtel have given me to retain me wahaha so little but better than nothing. want to buy omnia but than damn ex dunno why hai...

tata, 40 more min to my csi show =)

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Slacking slacking

Haven been blogging almost for a month, recently alot of things happen like
- laptop got corrupted
- stop my jap course
- planning for chalet
- trying to catch up with schoolwork
- sign up new facial package
- looking for new phone
- not meeting dear for long time
- sick
- repair hp
- went for phonics class =)

haven been able to study though keep saying must but has ben busy almost everyday. is draining me badly and i have breakdown last night hai. after crying out feeling much better becos have been 'suffering' for almost 2 terms (= 6mths) with all work and no fun nor leisure tired me out thoroughly hai. wanting a well deserved holidays even for a single day will do.

hope that i will be able to relax and enjoy during the chalet at least better than nothing and i'm looking forward for it. guess that i have to adjust for exam mood soon if i dun want history before my exams to repeat itself hai. jia you bah.

have been watching alot of anime recently and the most favourite is itazura na kiss, so cute and nice and it makes me cry and feel so happy at the same time. hehe you all should watch it damn nice, i think better than the taiwan though i never really watch it cos i think they overdo the show le. haha.

been planning to look for phone to replace the current one as it has went cranky, hang tat time and cant open it waste $30 to repair and dunno is the sim card got problem or wat, message keep get corrupted or is wrong or old message sending as new, hard to explain ah. anyway got few phones in mind but not all match my budget =( so sad.

they are : nokia e71, e66, htc touch dual, touch diamond, touch pro(in love with it but look guyish and bulky) and also samsung omnia. hehe like i say i just sign facial package haven finish paying means tat i am running low in my finances and phone i getting may need to be budget too. so contradicting sia.... hai

went for a phonics workshop organised by the bookshop i'm working in and i tell you man, you must really pei fu those teaching phonics as it is so hard to teach or should i say tat i have no clue at all on wat the speaker is talking about and i think i got lost 85% during the class keep having the -_-'' look and speaker keep asking me things tat i dun even know seems like embarrassing me hai. still got 4 more classes to go but i think i will be missing one due to chalet and left 3 more hope i wont get lost inside haha.

tonight went out for dinner with family, long time never do tat le and the best thing is tat i mange to drive =) however it was raining so visibility a bit poor and i have been driving a bit fast and got scolded by dad =(

dad is strict in his own way when it comes to driving, will scold you for the slightest thing but it seems reasonable after all so cant argued with him since he has been driving for so long and is his car. =( but nonetheless, i am happy to drive the car hehe. my average driving of the car is almost like less than 3-5 times in 3 months, tat's long and i am glad that i have not gotten very rusty and at the same time my parking has been improving each time hehe.

*PS: alw need a few time to park a vertical parking but now is about 1-2 times so is improving and my mum was shocked too since i hardly drive =)

so proud of myself =)

need to iron, watch anime and do work now. jia you then.

tata

Saturday, August 23, 2008

23.08.08

Tomolo is supposed to be a special day for me and dear but i dun think so now as we have quarrelled this morning and have been on 'cold war' since then. to think that i specially take a off from my work and thought will be celebrating with him but forget it.... just thinking and talking about it piss me off. Hai.

anyway, i didnt realise that i have been looking at ppl's blog for more than one hour plus, really what a way to waste my time =x

need to be reading up and studying what i have been studying for the past 2 weeks, yes it has been already 2 weeks but what i have learn in this 2 weeks seems like more than what i learn usually in the past -_-''

have to start to buck up and have more time for my studies as all lecturers have alerted and warned us not just once but alot of time that year 3 that wont be a supp paper for any module. fail means fail. wth... hai have to buck up.

sometimes i use to think if i really getting useless and helpless about my studies. i'm not llike what i used to be in the past, will study and will not fail or even think of deferring from exam but it seems like i'm getting the idea that i'm not cut to be student hai. pressure is piling up and it's so hard to get rid. results have proven what it takes. and i wonder why though some feel tat i study more or got the study look will fail modeul when those who dun seems or like to study never fail at all. though they may pass but is still a pass but my result fail is alw a FAIL! hai

dun feel like blogging at all... how i wish there is a device where they can record what you say and translate it into words without the need to type =p

tata

going to watch my itzura na kiss and do my project and after that is ds time! yipiee!

*ps i was damn piss that i got my game overwrite by an old data.
wth -_-''

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

3rd day of the new term...

Today just had my 3rd lesson for my yr 3 term 2 and guess what, it seems like i am in either a seminar or likely in a research class as the module(about international biz) become so professional and so real in that sense that what my lecturer is so history and happen in now in the current situation. hehe. and i must pei fu him as he can remenber his fact and figures so clearly (wonder if it is true hehe) but he seem so knowledgable and makes me so knowledgableafter his class and also make me feels so stress as i have to prepare alot for this module and know the current happenings well as wat lect says was it is tested on the current affairs. hai. sian sian stress....

Since the start of school i have been spending $$ le, bought an international bk for $65.50, need to pay for my phone bill nearly $100 and i dunno why so expensive sob sob. still have to spend money for chalets all that. really money not enough!!! ( though i haven watch it yet =( )

have been very tired and lethagic since the start of sch and i guesss i will feel better i hope so....
came back from work just, dunno why today so many patients and it drag till 9.30 pm =( cant rest early. now damn tired but i have to go bath and do my jap hw to submit tml sobs sobs ....

want to zzz.....
but how to.....
help me........

Thursday, August 07, 2008

1 month later....

I guess i have missed my jlpt class for a month (4 lessons) and to think that i have spent a bomb on it but wat i learn there are disappointing, is just worksheets and practices and going thru at the end of the day. i dunno how effective it is and how well i can make it thru this yr jlpt. going to register with my jap fren tml though i can register from sch but i scare that they will know how much u score and grade u so hence, change my mind hehe. play safe. i scare i cant make it to it again which i hope not as i dun want the $ and the time spent on it go down to the drain hence must jia you. what's more the exam is after my uni exam in late nov and i wonder how am i going to cope again hai. have to start now i guess. no matter how not-motivated i am have to try then... sob sob.

cant even have a good rest during my break and not only got to work but the period has come to pay me a visit. wth make me so sick for the first few days hai.

now slacking, dun feel like going to work later as i haven finish my hw. alw drag to last min and have no mood in doin hai sian....

p.s. i can go to sch last wk but i pon cos haven finish hw. wat a lame execuse.... shhh....

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

DS on the way... yippie!

Left about 5 more days to starting on school hai haven been enjoying yet have to start school soon sob sob =(

Redang trip is cancelled and we have change to 3 days 2 nites instead as andy and gf for some reason not going, then my bf cant go and hear from boon that the season may have monsoon hence cancelled and change to chalet instead. Though still in spore, but just hope tat it canbe enjoyable after all i feel that the thing is that we get to be together and enjoy our times! Having not been able to meet up alw hence it would be a good time to get together and enjoy! Looking forward to it!

Has been delaying on buying DS since before exam till now. Initially thought of not buying cos over a certain time was crazy over it but it die off, but the interest to it came back after a month later and then have been trying to get hold on it. initially strike a deal on last sat with my fren's god bro but it backfired as he say tat he is unable to provide a good deal for me and hence i have to source other. finally, just confirm my order via a blog and will be collecting soon =) happy!

It costs me about 300 i guess (including warranty and casing) and it is bought by someone for me. hehe. Though it is not the color that i initially wanted ( light blue) but i have chosen metallic rose which i feel that i will grow to love the color and at most i replace it with the casing that i want hehe. guess will be collecting tomorrow or thurs, hopefully the earlier the better.

I know that it is not a big deal to own DS or PSP now cos it has been in the market for a long time, but to me it has a special meaning to me and it is so far the thing that i yearn so much. I dun usually have such yearn for stuff as brands or things to me is either have it or dun. haha....

hence looking forward for it!!!
=)

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Gone with the wind

Exams are officially OVER!!!
EC, USM, ASM and HRM all be gone...
Gone with the wind, hope when the time u fly back, it will be with flying colors (i hope so)

Talk abt last paper, never sleep the whole night of mon (28/7/08) just to stay up and finish writing and reading thru HRM, Being slacking for the weekend and thus unable to study hai or should i say, motivation has long gone holidays and not coming back to stay hehe.

i know very cranky but sometime too many things to write, but writing out is another thing.

Just a short overview of last week,
Mon - EC
Wed - USM & work
Fri - ASM (spent a long time to complete it, wth)
Sat - Slack whole day, watch anime after anime. I love itazura na kiss and special A. how?
Sun - Pon jap class to go to Callen's first month (he is sooooo cute and chubby!!! loves to see babies)

All exams driving me nuts term by term, getting worse and worse, need medication to calm me down and i think it wont be long that i'll be invited to MH for check up, check if i am too cranky during the exams, suffering from depression, too crazy over in need of $$$. Anyone who know anyone that can help me, let me know.

Holidays are here to stay, but i dun think i can enjoy it need to work... sob sob. (no $$$, do nth) only can work n work n work nth else.

Today after HRM, went to dar dar's house for a home-make lunch, he cooks all by himself (though all are almost instant made, just need to heat up/ cook it but he done a great job, quite nice. Oh by the way, we had fish n chips for lunch, with a bowl of campbell's chicken soup and gardenia's garlic bread. Look out for the pictures as dar has taken pictures as memory of the first time cooking for gf. hehe so xinfu!!!

Later we went to P.S for dinner, wanted to watch movie but have to go home early, need to get stuff from jap fren and wanted to watch CSI cos miss 2 episodes the previous weeks due to exam, but guess wat, my effort are down to the drain, instead ch 5 is showing the Mon's match between Singapore and Brazil. Make me 空欢喜一场. 我的妈啊...

now loading and watchin anime though i am dead tired cos i dunno wat to do other than anime hehe, my favorite. tata then

p.s. i love ur lunch =)